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matt sun, matt moon, jay rising. blanket cw for untagged nsfw text + alcohol + death + whatever else. (i try to tag ntbtstm spoilers though!)
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Joined May 2023
๐ beau/kieran + 26 + it/he + minneapolis strong ๐ creative writing grad & soon-to-be film student ๐ current derangement: nirvanna the band the show ๐ i love to talk & make friends, so feel free to say hi! ๐ซถ i usually fb! #ntbtstwt #filmtwt #pitttwt #horrortwt
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ok but where are the queer spaces where pokรฉmon arenโt pressured to drink? ๐๐๐
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sorry but no one can tell me that trans women arenโt more ostracized than trans men or nonbinary people. thereโs a difference between people wanting to save you, people thinking youโre weird, and people straight up wanting you dead or worse.
At the point now where I'm just gonna unfollow and block people who habitually refer to other trans people as tme. It is a rhetorical crutch you swallowed because it's easy and affirmative. It is reductive and in its reduction, it is harmful.
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By which I mean I'm tired and I want to go back to sleep . Even though it was a bad idea last time...
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Do I cancel it it's expensive but I'm so tired and it's not urgent
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Finally got back to sleep and I have an appointment in 20 minutes and my dreams blessed me with something km NEVER getting out of my head so
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Sorry I got upset about how bad I like men . At least only a handful of them are hot
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Lol thatโs funny dude. Reminds me of something one of my mentally ill twitter friends said several months ago.. hang on just give me 45 minutes to find it so I can read it out loud for you,
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I really need to go back on antidepressants if only for my OCD but like I don't want to fuck with my whole deal now that I can actually feel happiness again lol
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At the end of the day though at least he also sort of sucks outside of that. like fjgjjd ok well you were weird about other trans people Before all that so no huge loss actually Anyway I'm beating a dead horse now. but ugh. what a shitass situation for everyone involved
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so maybe actually the stupid thing here is thinking it might Not be about me. I don't think it could have happened any other way like it is absolutely for the best that we're no longer in each other's lives but it felt like living in a fucking horror movie. idk.
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- traumatizing if I was led to believe literally anything besides that one of my closest friends who Lived In My House thought it was justifiable and deserved to hurt & dehumanize me. especially considering he did explicitly say this lmao
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- constantly demeaning me. idk I feel stupid in retrospect but clearly if it Was about that i was supposed to think it wasn't. and yeah it would have felt bad either way and I mean it's not as if I didn't give him a million chances anyway but maybe it wouldn't have been so -
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wait I actually am pissed about that like okay no I can't even imagine but also it's not as if I didn't Actively open the door for conversations about it or even just opportunities to say "actually no I'm not okay" like no shit I thought it was a problem with me that you were -
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