Self Portrait.Oil on Canvas 16”x 20”. #oilpainting #realism #baroque

meggy sending me a note I wrote a couple years ago about achieving your dream and honestly I was so full of hope for myself and the future before I met my ex who crushed my dreams right in front of me :/.

experiencing a carnal desire to get drunk in paris again.

give stuart semple a chance to bash anish kapoor and he will run with it

just saw a bat :o.

imagine if that was the reason why his band didn’t get signed… because they were from a working class families and hadn’t had a break yet… karma will get his ass one day.

not deserving of my dreams coming true because I came from a working class family and haven’t had my big break yet so I wasn’t good enough even though my art very clearly is.

its extra fucked up that he dangled my dreams over my head and then decided that I wasn’t deserving of them and he honestly expected me to celebrate his bandmate achieving their dreams tonight while I’m at my day job because he backed out of giving me that commission 😐.

I would really love to have a public profile but I’m starting to realize I just can’t because of some fucked up dude.

Idk its truly fucking miserable that he just won’t leave me alone even though he’s married and when he was getting a divorce he could never show up for me and he cheated on me. And this guy can’t respect that I want to be left alone so I have to resort to be cruel so he stops.

I really am over this married man trying to bait me 😐 I think I need to deactivate again.

does anyone wanna let his jealous wife know he wants to cheat on her with me 😐.

too bad he burned a bridge with me and has a wife. so there’s no reason to even care anymore.

I’m super over terrible people forgiving other terrible people and making excuses for them but then going out of their way to make up rumors on how decent people are secretly plotting against them.

also knowing in some way my money will be supporting my ex’s awful fucking wife and this woman’s actions indirectly fucked up my life too.

part of the reason why I don’t support what used to be my favorite band after they did me so dirty, I don’t want any of my hard earned money to go to the people who fucked me over.

if you don’t think supporting these people monetarily isn’t going to their heads and enabling poor behavior that actually effects people’s lives… you’re wrong.

I’m incredibly over supporting artists who are horrible people, they’re are amazing artists out there who aren’t awful people.

I used to love doja cat but I swear every song she makes is about her cheating or someone cheating on her and ngl I’m over it 😐.

are we also going to talk about how a stereotypical conservative man and progressive woman teamed up to stop this actual parasite from destroying their home….

RT @tylerllewtaing: kinda in love with the way both LONGLEGS and WEAPONS are about people in suburban american towns searching for some oth….