wanna be small for my lover so i can send her pics like this

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im never on here anymore oops its been rough.

me vs making 5+ hour playlists where u have to listen in order …:: Everything is placed carefully and flows into each song on purpose !!!!!!!!!!!!

wish i was the type to starve when i was depressed instead of eat

i forgot how good tuna made me feel graaah a good source of protein is so🫶🏻

locking in and going back to my roots lol 12g protein 115 cals

i have a question…. have any of you developed arthritis after anorexia??? i can hardly for long periods stand anymore

went to the er yesterday but i get hemiplegic migraines that imitate strokes and i have been getting them 3-5 times a day. i am dropping half my courses and going on an loa at work because of it :”) im on a shit ton of steroids and quite a few other medicines

hey ive been ia ive been having a lot of health issues … maybe long term ed related maybe not i dont know.

ab to live off of Diet pills, coffee, and protein supplements

lowkey been depressed and been fighting binge urges. knew i gained weight bht difnt realize how much so its tjme to lock in.

constipated for 5 days last week so bad it was painful to move but today i have pooped like 4 times.

s|\/| global aud1tion…….. if it were 2004 and not 2005 as the age max i would apply for shits and giggles

starved all day for hotpot only for someone to cancel … pissed as hell

fuck relationship weight bc now im fat and i got dumped

in another life i wouldve auditioned for pop star academy. i remember when the audition came out but i didnt bc i was FAT

im painfully constipated omfg. it’s actually so bad

ok so i may not be starving. but i accidentally body recomped bc my legs are SOOO much leaner ????

my friend convinced me to go out by myself and treat myself to a nice coffee and now i feel fat as fuck😭😭😭😭

need for vanity .. is my flaw maybe. im constantly aspiring to get prettier

i hate working bc it makes me so hungry and i suck at my job when i dont eat ugwhejfnjdne i miss my honeymoon phase