Sober, mother, water baby, dreamer, romantic, overthinker, unavailable, wrestling MC, talent liaison, chauffeur, tour mama, part time podcaster, tired.
2nd sober Christmas & for reasons i don't want to go into, this morning has been fucking tough. id like to go back to bed. Ive already imagined the taste of merlot on my lips more times than I'd like to admit today. Please grant me the strength not to fuck this up!
#RecoveryPosse
Today i am 117 weeks sober. Monday will be 27 months. Its been harder lately at times and easier at others. The path is never linear. My emotions factor into a lot and they've been all over the place the last couple of weeks. Still, i keep going.
#RecoveryPosse
#sober
This is your 1 week warning!!!
@Inside_TheRopes
and
@HeymanHustle
are back together again for one night only on Thursday 5th April in New Orleans ! Dont miss out on what's sure to be a brilliantly entertaining night. Grab your tix here
The
@Inside_TheRopes
team are New Orleans bound!! Come and join us on Thursday for a no holds barred night with the brilliant
@HeymanHustle
the night before he inducts
@Goldberg
into the Hall of Fame! Tix available here:
I said i wasn't gonna post weekly updates anymore. My life feels heavy right now though & last night i lay on the sofa for ages fighting the urge to drink. I didn't. I am thankful for my strength & resilience. 107 weeks 🤍 We go again.
#RecoveryPosse
#sober
25 months 🤍
The tests these last few weeks have been something else and im struggling. Mentally i am not in the best of places. But i am still standing. I am still sober. Thankful for that at least.
#RecoveryPosse
#Sober
In 6 weeks time the
@Inside_TheRopes
team will be in New Orleans with the fascinating
@HeymanHustle
! Get your tickets now from I promise you wont regret it!!
4 weeks tonight
@Inside_TheRopes
are bringing the brilliant
@HeymanHustle
to New Orleans in a late night show. For tix, head over to Youre in for a treat!
In other news, absolutely delighted to finally be able to talk about this! New Orleans,
@Inside_TheRopes
bring you
@HeymanHustle
! Cant wait to head across the pond for this!!!
LADIES & GENTLEMEN.......The Good times will roll as INSIDE THE ROPES kick off WrestleMania weekend in NEW ORLEANS w/The Advocate
@HeymanHustle
in this ONE NIGHT ONLY event! The evil genius will have a live mic PLUS there'll be RARE Pre Show Meet n Greet tickets! Roll on Apr 5th!
Not as glam as last night but fresh as a daisy thanks to my sobriety! 119 weeks deep 🤍 Chilled morning with a cuppa and the side hustle for an hour or so to boost the flight fund. Thankful as always!
#RecoveryPosse
#sober
2 weekends in a row I've felt good about myself. Please remind me of this next low spell I have! Now hand me my mic and get this weekend of shows started!
Been in bed drinking tea since 10.30pm. It's Friday night.... It still catches me off guard with how much my life has changed in the last 18 months, but I'm glad it has! Have a great weekend everyone 🤍
No single night
#ClashAtTheCastle
or
#smackdown
tickets it seems. That's disappointing from
@WWE
. The pricing is outrageous & I'm gutted for the fans, including myself, who quite simply just can't afford to go. 2 tickets or a few months of groceries for my kids & i? No contest.
17 months 🤍
Can't lie, May was tough for me. I might still be wavering but I'm also still standing.
I will never tire of thanking you for your unending support, pep talks, messages, phone calls etc. You're the bestest.🤍
#RecoveryPosse
#sober
#17months
Its gone 9.30pm here .. im back home, im in my pjs, i have a cup of tea and i am still sober. I cant thank you, the
#RecoveryPosse
, enough for today & all the advice and support you've given me. I am a little teary eyed and overwhelmed typing this. Much love to you all 🤍
Hey
#NWAfam
...... 💛🖤🤍 Buzzing for
@nwa
#ALWAYZREADY
. Snacks at the ready and for once i'll have company since Oscar has got up out his bed to join me!
Seeing so many positive tweets about
@nwa
, their upcoming all woman ppv
#EMPOWERRR
with
@MickieJames
as exec producer and
#NWA73
from the historical Chase Plaza has made me smile today. Cant wait for the world to see why i love this promotion as much as i do!
#NWAFam
Today is Day 40. Im so proud of myself! im flighty....ive never stuck to anything for this length of time. This is a big milestone for me & this tweet is for me to big myself up for being so focused & determined. If youre not with me, you know where the door is :)
#selfcare
In march I flew to Dallas, hired a car & stayed in a hotel for 7 nights for less than what
@TicketmasterUK
want for 2 x restricted view
@wwe
#ClashAtTheCastle
tickets. There is something far wrong with this......
The demons might be on my shoulder tonight but I am doing everything I can to not let them win. Walk.... Yoga.... tea.... Yellowstone..... And keep smiling!
#RecoveryPosse
55 weeks 🤍 I had a real wobble in the middle of the week. The biggest in a while. It was horrible.But I fought and I won. Not so small victories!
#RecoveryPosse
You lot are incredible...... 🤍 I've made it through dinner & some more challenges unscathed. Can still taste the bloody merlot but i will not give in. Not now. I'll be in touch with everyone in the next day or so, but for now, thank you xxx
#RecoveryPosse
Finally!! The cat's out the bag! Undertaker is coming to
@Inside_TheRopes
in 2019!!! Sooooo excited and so absolutely delight for
@KennyMc1985
and the team!!!
I know I only posted yesterday but.....
Happy 21 Months of Sobriety to me!!
Tea, cake and a heart full of gratitude & love. It's not an easy road but it's one I have to travel.
Today is a day to reflect and be proud of myself.
#RecoveryPosse
#sober
#21months
15 months 🤍
65 weeks 🤍
March was a hard month for me mentally/emotionally. I fought several times to keep on the straight & narrow.
This morning I am thankful to be sitting here with my tea, able to say I made it through.
#RecoveryPosse
#Sober
#odaat
2nd sober post this week..... Sorry!
48 weeks 🤍
Not really got much to say other than thank you to you for the support and to myself for not listening to the monster who's been telling me on occasion lately that one won't hurt!
#RecoveryPosse
#sober
#48weeks
It's no secret that Adrian & I started off on the wrong foot initially. Fast forward to now & I am proud to say he was my pal. It's been a helluva ride, esp when
@SusanBeggan1
was driving 😂
#RIPLionheart
I'll miss your banter & remember the smiles. Here's my fav photo of us ❤
And we're done! But just for this particular tour!
My pal
@KennyMcITR
is a legend!
@Inside_TheRopes
events wouldn't exist without him. He works his socks off to give you guys the best shows he can.
Hope you've all enjoyed the last few days with us! Thanks for joining us!
20 weeks sober today...
1st wedding since this journey began. Not gonna lie, flying solo and super anxious..... weddings always, ALWAYS involved wine in my previous life.
Any of the
#RecoveryPosse
got any tips?
#soberlife
#sober
Day 16.... Yesterday's demons thankfully haven't returned. Another workout in the bag this evening and another walk tonight. Guess I AM stronger than I think sometimes! Buzzing for my adventures and the sun. I got this!
27 months 🤍
Thankful for so much! Particularly thankful for all the support this weekend from my
#RecoveryPosse
family. You are an incredible, uplifting, supportive community and there are times I'd be lost without you 🤍
#sober
#soberlife
Sometimes you can over do things...... generally on those occasions, make sure you REALLY over do it! Wrestling attire for night one of
@nwa
#CrockettCup
💛🖤🤍
Since it's Tuesday, tonight's yoga flow was sponsored by my faves at
@nwa
! Day 4 in the bag. That felt so damn good! Loving being back on it and taking some time for me. Not sorry for the posts about it! Got the evening to chill now. Don't forget to watch
#NWAPowerrr
tonight!
Found myself at
@IMPACTWRESTLING
in Glasgow tonight with Oscar and saw some faces I haven't seen in way too long! What an incredible show 🤍 If you're going to Newcastle or Coventry this weekend, you won't be disappointed!!
My 2nd family..... ❤ Great 10 days with the
@Inside_TheRopes
gang on the road with the legend that is
@BretHart
! Thank you to everyone who came out and joined us across the UK ! We had a blast with you!!
I survived. Just. It was harder than I thought and I needed a couple time outs but I did it. Apart from one person who I wanted to deck for being a dick, it was nice to see some old pals. I coulda used a hand to hold though. Anyways, heres me looking reasonable earlier on!
Rewatching last night's
@nwa
show...
I think the conversation between
@TheRealTMurdoch
&
@RealNickAldis
is the most real, emotional thing ive heard in wrestling in a very long time. True champs. True gentlemen. True respect. Im not emotional at all.... 😳
#nwapowerrr
Tonight I looked smart and (reasonably) professional... Until I didn't! 🤣 Show 1 of the weekend in the bag and what a show it was! Good times! Tonight is the kinda night that shows me why I love wrestling!
Hello new
@nwa
merch day!! Thank you to the absolute star who gifted me an early Christmas present of this and a bum bag/fanny pack! I wont embarrass you by tagging you ..... but i love them and you are wonderful human! 💛🤍🖤
#NWAPowerrr
#NWAFam
I have just witnessed an old man be reduced to tears in the supermarket by 2 strangers who have paid the balance of his shopping that he realised he couldn't afford at the checkout, while he stood trying to decide what to leave behind. Never underestimate acts of kindness 💜
Im miserable AF. Woke up today and tested positive for covid. On my friggin birthday. Im supposed to be flying to Nashville on Tuesday for the
@nwa
#CrockettCup
. Please send ALL the positive vibes my way. I will be devastated if i dont make it. Thank you!!!
The thankful heart opens our eyes to the multitude of blessings that continually surround us.
Practising gratitude is one of the most positive things I have done this year.
Thankful for so much every single day. Including you 🤍
Yesterday was 17 weeks.... today is 4 months and badge day. Woke up feeling immensely proud of myself and humbled by the kindness and support from friends and strangers. This is a journey I cant make alone so I am eternally greatful! Time for a brew and maybe a wee footie bet!
Successful nap!
Up, at em, and gearing up for all the
@nwa
shenanigans at
#nwa74
in a little over an hour!
To the kitchen! Can't have a show without snacks, right?