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@tokki2e
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8 days
urge card i made during treatment, need to have it someplace visible to help remind me that i am more than this
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@tokki2e
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“who ate the chips ?!? who tf ate the chips ?!?” i’m filled with shame. you have a bulimic daughter, can you really not connect the dots?? or do you purposefully talk about it so loudly to shame me ??? i’m fucking sorry i’ll buy more chips
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@tokki2e
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2 years
my eating disorder has turned me into such a selfish and terrible friend
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@tokki2e
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5 months
bruh me currently. it’s embarrassing.
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
2 years
if someone asked you your weight, irl, would you tell them ? i would legitimately be too stunned to speak
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@tokki2e
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8 months
outfit of the day 🤍‼️
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
2 years
i really liked my outfit this day but i forgot to show you guys ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა
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@tokki2e
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5 months
i miss when i looked like this
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@tokki2e
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6 months
oh wow, my 1yr-ago-today pictures… i remember staying up all night b/p everything here :/
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
7 months
do you think that you’re pretty ???
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
5 months
how do people eat one cookie, one bowl of icecream, one chocolate etc. how are they satisfied with just one portion of something… if i open a bag of chocolates i will devour the whole thing in one sitting, same with anything else. how does one let that go
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
2 years
my finished tattoo !! all stick n poke
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
7 months
"Whereas people with anorexia control their eating by restricting it, most individuals with bulimia cannot do this" psych textbook triggering me bad
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@tokki2e
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3 months
i need people to understand that i struggle with BINGING a lot more than i do restriction. why can’t they get that ?? “you binge bc you starve during the day”. no, i eat throughout the day and purposely binge even though i dread and hate it bc i want to ruin myself
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@tokki2e
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1 year
i remember actually thinking i was skinny here but i wasn’t even close to my lw where i felt huge, crazy how dysmorphia messes w you
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@tokki2e
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2 years
based on dumb ed stereotypes that most ppl, unfortunately, believe in, do you think that if ppl looked at you they would think you have an ed ?
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@tokki2e
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1 year
i just need to lose weight its all i care about lose weight lose weight lose weight please lose weight you have to lose weight lose weight lose weight you look so bad right now im embarrassed to go out im happier when i lose weight
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@tokki2e
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1 year
if starving is the price i have to pay in order to feel ok with myself then i will 100% do it
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
7 months
9am 😻
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
2 years
i like purpleeee 💟
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
8 months
i hate having an eating disorder bc then ppl know i think abt my body and i don’t like that bc i’m embarrassed to care about my body and appearance bc i shouldn’t be allowed to ever think abt trying to be pretty
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@tokki2e
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6 months
so many leftover donuts at work that they’re going to throw away… b/p time !
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
1 year
i need to look like this again
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
7 months
another fantastic night 😊👍
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@tokki2e
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1 year
i need my arms to look like this again
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@tokki2e
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7 months
tonight’s b/p 😻😵‍💫👎
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
6 months
my life is so fun and fulfilling ☺️☺️
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
1 year
a picture from last summer where i was house sitting and spent every night b/p for hours and hours on end. believe me, there was a lot more where this came from this was only the first part of the night…
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
2 years
who here been at the psych ward before but for non-ed reasons
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
8 months
outfit of the day !! (plus low-top docs) 🤗❣️
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
1 year
i just wish i knew how people viewed my appearance/body !!! am i skinny to you ?? am i horridly horrendous and fat 🤔🤔 do i look sick ?!? gosh i just wish i knew from an objective view
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
2 years
i need more brandy tanks this is my only one *♡ ˚。୨୧˚
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@tokki2e
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2 years
very simple but necessary outfit because it was SO HOTTT today i was sweating sm by the end ok gonna go study guys bye byeee
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@tokki2e
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5 months
lunch … had half
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
1 year
wait i looked cute this day in the summer i need her back ‼️
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@tokki2e
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1 year
a year ago today, i have not taken any pictures that i like since these
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@tokki2e
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6 months
this always happens before i go home i get so stressed
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
9 months
baked oats dinner 🍌🍫🥄
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
8 months
GAHHHHH i ate my roommates yogurt (for like the 5th time) and when i came home w a replacement i realized she had cleaned out the fridge… meaning she saw that it was gone … and now it is back
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@tokki2e
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5 months
wearing summer clothes has me going crazy
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@tokki2e
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6 months
earlier this morning, very tired
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@tokki2e
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1 year
looking through old bereals (again), i miss those arms
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@tokki2e
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7 months
ik this is edtwt but putting it out there that i support Palestine, so if you stand for Israel and try to justify their history of colonization and exclusion of human rights for Palestinians, then please unfollow
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@tokki2e
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1 year
this was at the very beginning of the school year, i know im not that skinny but still would be so happy to look like this again
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@tokki2e
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1 year
looking through old bereals…
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
7 months
i hate being bulimic so much no one wishes to be bulimic the things i do are disgusting binging in the public bathroom purging in my room sneaking food in through my window overflowing the toilet and sink with my throw up thousands of dollars wasted its nothing good
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@tokki2e
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2 years
19th birthday haul !! 🤗 i bought/borrowed the two sonny angels myself though
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
2 years
ok guys. oatmeal or protein bar.
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
2 years
guys look at this necklace my mom made for me i am so beyond grateful and IN LOVE 🤍🎀
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@tokki2e
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5 months
airport dinner 🥢 it’s so scary having to keep food down …
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
7 months
great night 🐈‍⬛👍
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
4 months
NEED to get this jellycat, ‘amuseable oats’ 🥣🫐🤍
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@tokki2e
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5 months
i need to be small enough so that no matter what angle i’m at i look skinny
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@tokki2e
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6 months
after class lol !!! 3pm
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@tokki2e
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5 months
hair reveal !! back to natural (ish) 🤎
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@tokki2e
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5 months
tried on this dress at urban,, too big bc i don’t have a chest lol but it was cute
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
3 months
chicken tikka- masala for dinner 🥘
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
1 year
birthday partyyy 🧁💗
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
2 years
some of my trinkets !! they bring me so much joy and excitement !!
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@tokki2e
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7 months
i hate having bulimia i hate the hierarchy there is with disorders i feel so disgusting
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
3 months
bulimic reality ☺️
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@tokki2e
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7 months
i have an issue i wish i would stop it
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@tokki2e
nini ꩜
2 years
ok edtwt team light or dark mode ¿¿?? team LIGHT 🕊🦷🐑🤍🫖
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@tokki2e
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7 months
i genuinely think this disorder is chronic and that i’ll never recover
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@tokki2e
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9 months
low quality concert fit picsss
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@tokki2e
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6 months
so painfully average atm. i liked my outfit but jeans were a bit triggering
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@tokki2e
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3 months
dietician gave me this book. first chapter and was already crying so much
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@tokki2e
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10 months
oats🫐🥣🩶 post a very long night of b/p. tomorrow will be better
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@tokki2e
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8 months
how i nap in between my classes 💤
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@tokki2e
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8 months
protein bar haul 🤗🤍
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@tokki2e
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6 months
when u binge does the top or bottom of your stomach get big ?? this question is mainly for fellow bulimics,, the top of my stomach gets huge and its mostly just there before i go and purge
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@tokki2e
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1 year
i was literally bmi 13.6 why did i ruin it and when and how why why
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@tokki2e
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11 days
made tiramisu 😋
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@tokki2e
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5 months
i always give in and fail again … not worth it… but i did fall in love with this pistachio gelato
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@tokki2e
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7 months
october 23, 2022 everyday looked like this 🤣 i was struggling bad
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@tokki2e
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2 years
bro i’ve been on edtwt for less than a week and i alr have 500+ tweets OOPS imma be one of those account with like 10k tweets … sorry if that bothers u but also idc bc i love interacting w my moots :))
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@tokki2e
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11 months
bulimic klepto 🌀 only spent $22.85
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@tokki2e
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1 year
dinner today 🥗
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@tokki2e
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6 months
i don’t even try. i just keep wasting money and fueling this
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@tokki2e
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5 months
b/p does not make you happy it tricks you into thinking so but it will not make things better it Never makes things better
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@tokki2e
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2 years
starve —> feel pretty —> feel confident —> be happy !!
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@tokki2e
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1 year
a huge b/p from august 1, 2022. each picture has text that shows what time it was taken. idek whats going on … some of the worst weeks of my life
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@tokki2e
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11 months
@mirubunnie asian fetishes are so common so nah this is valid
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@tokki2e
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1 year
no one actually cares about you
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@tokki2e
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6 months
birthday dinner from last night, scallops !
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@tokki2e
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2 years
honestly i don’t think i looked that that horrible here, if i do ever recover we’ll aim for this weight july 2021 103lbs
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@tokki2e
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2 years
@sag4pm OH MY GODODOOD pls tell me no bc came up
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@tokki2e
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5 months
last night post-party bc i have an addiction and don’t want to give this up even though it brings me the most pain in my life
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@tokki2e
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1 year
i want to cry whenever i am in a group of people, i dont know how to do that, i dont know how to talk, engage, laugh, and joke around. i sit there and am mute bc idk what to say/when to say it
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@tokki2e
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2 months
what are your reasons for staying on edtwt/ why won’t you leave ?
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@tokki2e
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7 months
this is heaven to me🎃
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@tokki2e
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2 years
me fr
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@tokki2e
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9 months
miffy lover … brought my breakfast to work today !! greek yogurt with raspberries :))
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@tokki2e
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1 year
my body feels so fat it feels so heavy i feel like being weighed down and am sinking i hate this feeling
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@tokki2e
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2 years
bc + it’s so nice outside, i love my new journal they’re cherry blossoms 🌸
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@tokki2e
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25 days
me when i don’t think clearly and relapse
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@tokki2e
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7 months
happy sunday
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@tokki2e
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i was doing so well and then
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