existing in ed spaces as a grown man is reading inspo and saying yes. I am going to be the prettiest girl at the party.

i need to get this last 15 lb off so i can make my own ethical emo boy thinspo.

the last two times i’ve done bloodwork they said i was iron deficient but not this time, and i genuinely think it’s because of the egregious amount of chocolate covered almonds i’ve consumed in the past month.

so good at my disorder i can’t donate plasma FUCKKK I NEED MONEY.

i was born to be more than this.

i keep accidentally enriching my life trying to distract myself from boredom eating. anyways i can kinda play bass now.

EVERYONE SHUT UP STRANGER THINGS 5 TEASER DROPPED.

hear me out: charcuterie chessboard but every time you start winning i eat your pieces.

nothing worse than finally being able to shit and it’s not even satisfying and you can tell it’s a three-parter that’ll take twenty minutes each time for minimal excretion.

and the worst ana award goes to:

some disordered game dev should make an unpacking styled game where you stock a fridge and cabinets with real-life branded food.

i never actually did an intro post on here, i just started yapping and said “guys” like four posts in… walker who are you talking to.

weirdest ed symptom has to be walking places not to get steps but to save gas money so i can put a few extra dollars towards fresh fruit each week.

i wonder if anyone will ever know me as intimately as ana’s know their own bowel movements.

made a fruit salad as a side salad for my salad salad. is this what happiness feels like.

should I

say “i’m on a cut” and nobody bats an eye, but say “im restricting” and society…. .

RT @bennotdrowned: no pressure at all, even a rt helps .

ngl i dont update my cw when i gain unless its not back down by the second consecutive day.

when did you guys become consciously aware of your ed? bc for me it was the phys ed unit in 8th grade.

i think i would’ve walked forever if it didn’t start storming