ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ tay -61.4lbs
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☆ 21yo ☆ cw: 146.6lbs ☆ dni under sixteen ☆
Joined February 2021
tay’s (updated) edtwt intro . ✶⋆.˚꩜ .ᐟ˙⋆✶. ❀ 21 years old. ❀ 5’2 . ❀ lesbian, she/her/hers. ❀ sw: 208lbs / 94kg / bmi 38. ❀ ugw: 95lbs / 43kg / bmi 17. -`♡´- under sixteen please dni -`♡´-. ♡ / ↻ to be moots
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when the outfit eats but it’s obvious i do too
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for a girl who is so obsessed w losing weight i sure am horrible at it.
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i saved this back in july i can finally use it now lmao 😭
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i get to read ab eating disorders for my psych class this week and why would my textbook have these edtwt ass quotes in here 😭😭
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i want to be so skinny i can wear the cute undies with the bow and not look like i ate an anorexic for them.
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binge eating disorder is still an ed and just as valid as ana. do you truly think these people WANT to be obese? do you think these people want to be publicly shamed every day for their size? just because they arent starving themselves doesn’t mean they arent disordered too.
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do any of you guys remember this starving interrupted post because that was me 😭😭 its been eight months and i dont think i ever recovered from it (best motivation i ever had though)
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this is me being deadass btw but how are you guys getting 30k-50k steps DAILY???.
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i cant believe my thighs used to be that massive… no wonder why they are my biggest insecurity . nov 2023 —> dec 2024
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WHY IS THIS ON FACEBOOK OMG TAKE OUT THE HUNGRY CATERPILLARS AT LEAST 😭😭😭
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seeing this on social media at least once a week pisses me off sooooo bad 😭😭 should we call bella hadid who are you trying to impress?? its okay to eat fruit and not make it your entire personality omg
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sorry for eating that wasnt very “i'm willing to do whatever it takes to reach my gw” of me.
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i know this is a joke and im probably just being “too woke” but… i feel like ed behavior is becoming a little too normalized!!! skipping meals isnt normal!!!! (and yet people with eds are still treated horribly. strange, isnt it?)
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short bitches HATE the bmi chart. you’re seriously telling me im overweight until im 145lbs????.
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i wish people cared about eating disorders and not only when the person is underweight. you can be just as sick if youre 200lbs or 95lbs but people only care about you when you look sick, not if you are sick.
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life may suck but at least youre not at your hw.
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“maybe i just need a metabolism day” i say while rocking back and forth, my weight maintaining for three weeks now.
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EVERY BODY IS BEAUTIFUL (except for mine). STRETCH MARKS ARE BEAUTIFUL (not my own). EVERYONE DESERVES TO EAT (i dont).
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me : im hungry :(. my ed : 𝙉𝙊𝙊𝙊😩😩😮 don't eat🙅♀️🚫😰 ur too 𝓼𝓮𝔁𝔂🫶🏼😍😗💋💋🔥💪 𝔱𝔷𝔞𝔥𝔞𝔥𝔞𝔥𝔞𝔞🫦❤️🔥🙀.
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how do you guys just forget youre fasting 😭 when im fasting im checking my timer ever hour to see how good ive been and when my fatass gets to eat.
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im so fucking tired of starving. but im not sick enough to recover. ive lost 60lbs im STILL overweight so i have to keep going. but im So Fucking Tired.
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BOOMSHACKALAKA!!!! IM IN THE 140S IM SHAKING IM SO HAPPY!!!!! 🤍🤍
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am i just crazy or is there a difference . nov 2023 —> today
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“would you eat ___ to get to your gw”. i will eat as much or as little as you want just make me fucking skinny.
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ive never been small in my entire life i cant wait until i become unrecognizable.
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officially 50lbs down this is so surreal to me 🤍
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how i feel after i ate dinner with no sweet treat (i am gods strongest soldier)
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my two moods are “i think everyone hates me because im annoying” and “i think everyone hates me because im fat” and unfortunately theres no in between.
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I FUCKING DID IT IM IN THE 160S!!!!! WHO CHEERED
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you cant “start over tomorrow” every day. at some point youre just going to have to start losing weight.
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who’s going to break the news to non-disordered people that majority of us eats actual food and not just ricecakes and egg whites 😭 these are all real meals ive eaten during my ed likes lets be for real
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okay anorexic april has not been great for us lets plan for might-lose-some-weight-this-month may 😁🤞.
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if you are under sixteen you should NOT be on edtwt. this is not me being a parent this is looking out for you because you are a child and you are vulnerable. this community will make you so much worse when you still have an opportunity to recover. please get help while you can.
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i love that as much as we hate it we’re all creatures of habit. “this months gonna be our month!”.day two: “so uh…. we all binge today?” 😭😭.
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me when i whine about being fat even though i literally did it to myself
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THIS SHOULD BE ME THIS ISNT FAIR!!!! 😭💔.
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this is the smallest ive ever been and the biggest ive ever felt.
It’s so sad that the skinnier you get, the worse body dysmorphia gets too .literally i feel like i look bigger than when i weighed 10kg more 😔🔫.
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im begging yall to put your age in your bio im trying to follow people back 😭😭.
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some of yall trying to give yourself an ed so you can lose some weight is all fun and games until your hair falls out and you lose your period and youre constantly freezing and your health is declining and youre intolerable to be around but yeah… thats cool now i guess
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my coworker noticed i lost weight and asked what ive been doing and my other coworker said “oh she doesnt eat” like uhhh HOW DID YOU KNOW I NEVER TOLD YOU????? 😭😭😭 anyways she did clock me i was gagged indeed.
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heres some honorable mentions like i said this tweet blew up to where almost 500k people saw the worst picture i have of myself and hundreds of people called me fat 😭 DO NOT DO THIS IT WASNT WORTH IT
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“easter calories dont count” i whisper to myself as ive eaten 2000 cals worth of desserts alone.
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this isnt ed related at all but people who are bilingual — how do you teach yourself a new language? i want to learn spanish but duolingo just isnt cutting it 😭.
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“you either recover from this disorder or you die” theres… theres no secret third option??
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listen yes i’m fat but at least i just walked 50 mins on the treadmill and starting out the day with 5000 steps :) i will be skinny no matter how long it takes me.
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@_wave22earth_ no actually like the measurements and everything?? this isnt body dysmorphia this is looking for compliments :/.
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“what happened to the old edtwt?”.“edtwt is soooo soft now!”. who the fuck cares? like honestly. everyone who bitches and whines about this is upset we dont teach and encourage each other to get sicker like please get a fucking life.
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i cant give up. not now. ive made it so far i have to remember my goals. i cant have worked so hard for nothing.
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the more i look at this the more they look the same… i hate you body dysmorphia >:(.
i cant believe my thighs used to be that massive… no wonder why they are my biggest insecurity . nov 2023 —> dec 2024
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me retweeting this like my fatass isnt 70lbs away from my ugw 😭😭.
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baby collarbones finally starting to show!!! FINALLY omg ive been waiting forever 😭
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quite literally crying happy tears today!!my goal pants that couldnt even get over my thighs when i first started finally fit today 🤍
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fighting my binge urges by walking on my walking pad and getting my 10k steps im locked the fuck in and disciplined.
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why does weight loss have to be such a long process. the fuck you mean i cant fast for 24 hours and wake up 30lbs less the next morning???.
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2023 —> 2025. holy shit you can see the difference so much in my pants?? im getting smaller but still not small enough 😞
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remembering my morning skinny is someones bloated
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ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧˚ . ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ 20 lesbian 5’2 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙. ✿ sw : 208lbs / 94kg. ✿ ugw : 95lbs / 43kg
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just a reminder that eds (restrictive especially) are mental disorders and not weight disorders!! . you can be 300lbs or 90lbs and still be disordered!.
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when you piss and the scale still doesnt change 💔
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@skinnyliyahh im so sorry babe non-edtwt did you so dirty you ended up on some meme page on facebook 😭.
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this is the most brilliant thing ive ever seen im doing this.
I have a folder called "glad I walked" full of beautiful things I saw on my walks that I wouldn't have seen had I not gone. <3
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my ed aura losses as someone w ednos. a 🧵 for edtwt only
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fasting has become so much easier when i had 800+ people call me fat 😭 thanks you guys.
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not even exaggerating i think i’ve seriously had over 3000 cals today i feel so out of control what the fuck is happening.
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if you “need” an ana coach… you dont have an eating disorder. this is a mental disorder not a diet!!!!
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im finna be starving sooooo good when the holidays are over.
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this is a very odd comparison post but august 2023 vs august 2024 🤍 this is probably a 40lb difference :)
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there is a special place in hell for the bitches who flex that theyre fatphobic on here like what do you really think that youre gaining when you publicly say that? you really think youre going to stay 100lbs forever with that attitude? thats cute.
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binge/restrict cycles are the absolute fucking worst because some days you cant bring yourself to eat anything and the next you feel ravenous and nothing satisfies your hunger.
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@ribsnip @meowdoll13 no literally like 95% of my thoughts are about food and losing weight what else is there to talk about 😭.
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its so strange sometimes being perceived small/average for the first time in my life because when i make negative comments about my appearance people get a lot more defensive than they used to. like an “are you serious rn?” when i call myself fat like… this is different….
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no way my mom fucking posted comparisonspo of me from my heaviest to me now on FACEBOOK oh my god this was the most triggering thing ever 😭😭
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i genuinely have no idea if i want to be so small a gust of wind will blow me away or be strong and have muscles.
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imagine being so desperate for attention that you fake hospitalization and your death online… and then people “pass” the test by being upset you died… they need to put her ass in a padded room and throw away the key the fuck???.
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my thighs have always been my biggest insecurity im so glad they’re FINALLY looking smaller ☺️🤍
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feeling hungry is not a signal to eat. its a signal to keep going!.
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@diorindiet @M0NST3REXIC no literally she looks fucking sick because shes disordered and everyone in the comments making fun of how small she is is just feeding into it.
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to be skinny for the first time in my life**.
My goal for 2025 is to be skinny again.
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where i started vs where i am now! ive officially lost 10 bmi points!!
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new lw this morning and im officially 55lbs down 🤍
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“i’d do anything to get to my ugw” anything except not eating apparently 😒.
if im so desperate to be skinny why the fuck do i keep eating then
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1000 days clean from self harm today 🤍 i never thought it would be possible! sh recovery is the best decision i made for myself!
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no one asks me if ive eaten because they always assume i have since i have so much fat on my body.
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I FINALLY BROKE MY PLATEAU OMG!!!! i could literally cry happy tears right now new lw!!! and i lost over a pound of water weight overnight???? thank god ive stayed consistent and didnt give up when the scale wasnt moving 🤍
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hey when i asked for meanspo i did NOT mean hate for my favorite sweater as well 💔 take it out on me but leave the sweater out of it 😭.
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you know what i love more than food?. losing weight. stay focused.
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found a picture of my thighs from my hw and oh my god???? how did it get that bad 😭
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what do you consider “breaking a fast”?. ive always thought no more than 50kcals but im seeing a lot of different opinions!.
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3AM and about to have a meltdown over this fucking tiktok comment this just triggered me so bad 😭😭
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