losing phone now bye everyone

in the ER lobby currently and i can hear people whispering about killing me all around, actually cowering in the corner of the waiting room

me and everything i could fit in my bag

im done forgiving i hope all who have hurt me crash and fucking burn. im done idc.

why does everyone who hurts me get socially rewarded afterwards? like oh you poor thing, you abused another person? the travesty, ill make sure to isolate the out of my life for being your victim

admitting myself today because if i kms id be giving up but if i dont admit myself im giving up. does this make sense?

i feel like im sad, angry and destroyed and i cant evn express it, my eyes feel so heavy but no tears fall. my heart burns with the pain it holds and yet it wont show. i want to scream but my voice is devoid of sound.

BPD really destroyed a lot of friendships ive tried to make. thanks mental illness.

always say run to the community, bitch what community? yall give no fucks unless you sleep with me. EVERYTHING IS BASED ON SEXUAL CURRENCY AND I HATE IT. WTF HAPPENED TO BEING ABLE TO HELP PEOPLE AND KICK IT WITH OTHERS AND NOT BE LIKE OH I NEED TO FUCK THEM OR ELSE NO HELP

Im not a hateful person but i never forget any of the wrongs put upon me and most of you hate me for that, because you forget entirely then act all high and mighty then when i remind you of anything of you did. its my fault? call me a crow

Maybe i do deserve to be a piece of trash everyone uses and discards of

shitposting outside a fucking safeway is crazy (bee here all morning)

the amount of fucks i could give right now is in the negatives. i actually owe fucks. done acting perfect. ITS ME LSP THE TRASH QUEEN

“if they knew what was going on and still chose them, they were never real friends and never cared you were abused” a person who proceeded to choose them after telling me how fucked up it was🤣

its great being severely anxious and have adhd and autism cuz people will literally jus not fuck with you cuz you cant keep a conversation going? let alone the amount of abuse ive received for talking without being spoken to making it jus an actual challenge

no honey its okay i have a really horrible time with life cuz im cool and swag, but not you siggy..you deserve nothing and belong in the gutter and no one to give a fuck

freezing fucking cold and hungry as hell. i think ive hit a new basement in rock bottom.

why does everything in my life just fall to ruins? what the fuck did i do in a past life to deserve this

also got called a drug addict by my mom before getting kicked out

Homeless as fuck girls 🩷 gonna disappear again byr