viktor ༼ つ ╹ ╹ ༽つ heart procedure DONE ‼️
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intro ∩^ω^∩ edtwt, relapsing ♡. •─────⋅ᓚᘏᗢ⋅─────•. ♠︎ viktor ♥︎ he/him ♦︎ ugw: 29kg ♣︎. ⚬⋅─── /ᐠ - ˕ -マ ───⋅₊ 💤. ♥︎ cPTSD | BPD | ana-r | MISO ♥︎.▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃.┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊.┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ˚✩ ⋆｡˚ .┊ ┊ ┊ ✫.┊✰ 。.┊.
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“testosterone changes your body and you’re obviously trying to counteract those changes” i started starving at 11 to try and kms girl do not play these games with me.
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so according to my mom i should stop testosterone because… im starving myself to look feminine??? the actual fuck??? 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏.
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had a hallucination that my mom was in here telling me i’m gonna mess up my body if i don’t start eating enough is this a bad omen 💀💀💀.
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so i guess i need to die (i WILL be fixing this once im recovered from my heart surgery)
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ok back to fully restricting 😄😄.
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when i see those posts i feel embarrassed and jealous, but i don’t take that out on them.
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“ed”twt when body dysmorphia is actually dysmorphia and dysmorphia is in the name for a reason. it’s a mental illness for a reason you guys 😭😭.
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“don’t act upset, we have cats so you have to expect to take care of them” are we actually for real rn like actually? i had…. HEART… SURGERY…
not to be that person but i’m literally not even supposed to go up or down stairs right now and my mom asks ME to feed the cats while my little brother is just in bed watching TV.
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like thanks my heart rate is at 150 now and my palpitations are horrible!!! i’m not even supposed to be bending over AT ALL!!!.
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not to be that person but i’m literally not even supposed to go up or down stairs right now and my mom asks ME to feed the cats while my little brother is just in bed watching TV.
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anyways i MEANT lord have mercy on my soul
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i wouldn’t mind maintaining whatever weight has me looking like that.
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not to be that person who acts like there’s deep meaning to everything but it’s actually very interesting to me how the culture you grow up in influences you. for example, western nations don’t rly think much of eating escargot but the idea of eating certain bugs disgusts them.
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you LISTEN to audiobooks, you READ books. everyone assumes that this is an attack on audiobook users but it’s literally just fact, idgaf if you read or listen but they’re completely different actions 😭😭😭.
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dni if you think listening to audiobooks is the same thing as reading.
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like what the fuck are you actually saying right now 😭😭 men manage to be so retarded i can’t stand it.
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