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I got fired from my job today and I have no idea how I am supposed to pay my bills or my debt please consider donating to help alleviate the stress if you can or retweet anything helps i cannot stop crying
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'Deplatforming me wasn't a difficult thing to do' well no shit you fucking RAPED me.
Please stop contacting my friends and family about the situation. If you properly read my apology, I didn’t claim I was completely innocent and took accountability. I deserve to live a normal life and not have the people close to me hate me. De-platforming me wasn’t a-
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it was illumina
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I contacted someone in Illuminas family to either get me in contactwith him, or ask him to remove the post, and they victim blamed me so hard I am literally appalled.
No wonder he thinks he is innocent, his whole family are treating him as though I am the villain. Vile.
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TW/ RAPE, MENTAL HEALTH, SUICIDE MENTION, SELF HARM, HOSPITAL
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This was 5 months ago, and since, so many more people are coming forward about their abusers. I am so fucking proud of everyone for doing seemingly the impossible, and I want to say that I am here for anyone who needs someone to talk to who understands.
We are united.
❤️❤️❤️❤️
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“I hope you can grow from this experience” MOTHERFUCKER YOU RAPED ME!!!!!!!! THE ONLY GROWING I NEED TO DO IS HOW TO AVOID CREEPS LIKE YOU!!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY WHAT DO YOU FUCKING MEANNN OH MY GODDD U CANNOT MAKE THIS SHIT UP 😭😭😭😭😭
I don’t want to take any posts down as I don’t want to be misrepresented in what I’m taking accountability for. It’s none of my business but I don’t think a therapist would be telling you to staying on the internet is a good idea. Hope you can grow from this experience.
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Here is evidence that I gave Illumina boundaries and told him we will NOT be sexual whatsoever. This is what makes the fact he took advantage of me knowing I had no interest so much worse.
He then proceeded to bring up money, and be financially abusive because I mentioned sex.
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It’s crazy how much people are shitting on me for getting drunk in the first place. On holiday??? Like dude, I am a legal 23 year old adult, abroad in LAS VEGAS, with all my friends, doing shots, like everyone else. I didn’t do anything wrong
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@Fireturret
LITERALLLY HE'S ACTING LIKE I'VE CAUSED SO MUCH DISTRESS AND PAIN AS IF HE DIDNT BRING THIS UP OUTTA NOWHERE
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@IlluminaHD
I told you clear as day not to post anything, or at least take a break, to get therapy and learn to understand your actions and consequences. You should have just done this to begin with. Instead you have traumatised me further in a selfish act to fix your reputation.
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not my RAPIST giving me advice about my therapist holy shit you cannot make this shit up 😭😭😭
I don’t want to take any posts down as I don’t want to be misrepresented in what I’m taking accountability for. It’s none of my business but I don’t think a therapist would be telling you to staying on the internet is a good idea. Hope you can grow from this experience.
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Due to Kye's resistance in deleting this post, and the likelihood of him posting more shit about me in the future, causing a relapse, I am asking that everyone come together and mass report his account and get it terminated.
Please help me and report his account.
Thank you.
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kye was my best friend and has been my entire life for the last 3 years and i have travelled the world with him and this is the hardest 3 words i have ever written in my entire life
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this is so fucking disgusting, like im in shock at how fucking delusional a person can be. this is a gf of a family member, i thought they, as a female, would have some compassion and understand hence my pleading.
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He will NEVER get help or understand what he has done to me whilst his family are treating him as though he DIDN'T rape me. Hollly shit. I contacted a none-blood family member, and am so fucking disgusted and violated by their response.
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mizu !!
violet is teaching me !! this is my first 3d model eek
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Due to legal actions I am unable to post any concrete evidence publicly about the assault since it may be disregarded in court. This is extremely terrifying and I feel suffocated in that I can’t prove that I was assaulted as of present. Thank you so much to those who believe me.
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my final statement and update
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i will get together a huge evidence thing and all the witnesses and a huge proof thing when i can please be patient i promise i am not lying about anything. I am currently sharing a villa with HBG and others and I am in a safe space.
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You’re right, it’s my fault I trusted my best friend of 3 years NOT to sexually take advantage of me. My bad.
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I know I was too reliant financially, that I made unfair expectations and was rather toxic at times, but I also acknowledge that I was abused heavily due to the financial control he had over me, and he would constantly hurt me because of it.
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If legal action is truly taken I am going to have to start a go fund me because I really cannot afford this. Im terrified
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When he inevitably comes out with some bullshit, PLEASE do nothing but support caiti. I cannot express how much the public love helped/helps me get through my abusers responses, so pleasssssse send her soo much fucking love and ignore this fucker.
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Holy fuck ur so pathetic, I had you blocked 4 months ago and was moving on with my life, having no communication. You are the one who started this with a tweet, then another and now another. NO ONE WANTS YOU ON TWITTER YOU RAPIST, IGNORANT TWAT.
GO AWAYYYYYYY.
I’m really not particularly interested in trying to play the game of getting the last word in. But I don’t like how we mutually agreed to have each other blocked, and then you keep indirectly posting me and expect me not to say anything.
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like how are you gonna “apologise” for assaulting me then in the same message say you didn’t assault me and you were drunk. like which is it.
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My experiences with minecraft creator Greninja (nightbotuhc)
18+ Only, trigger warnings are at the start of the document
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This is just one of hundreds of examples of him holding financial power over me, and using it to harm me, as well as him being visibly mad and upset about me setting a boundary (which I thought was already very clear) about me not wanting to be sexual with him anymore.
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I told him I didn’t want to be sexual with him, I don’t find him attractive, and he knew I was interested in other people- so his response here was fucking bizarre and very upsetting, and the fact he just took sex from me anyway when I was drunk just makes me infuriated.
Christ.
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In the next half hour or so i will be posting a document explaining my experiences with a creator, and I just want to say that I never wanted to go public about this and my hand was forced. I don't feel emotionally ready to deal with this, but I need to post it and take control
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@IlluminaHD
In the 6 weeks I have been back from Vegas, I have had multiple sessions of therapy and am working hard on healing and moving forward; yet you kept preaching change and apologising to me, yet I see no real action being taken. You regress backwards constantly.
GET SOME THERAPY.
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I don’t want to elaborate much on the sexual assault itself. I was often blackout drunk (10+ shots) and they were either sober or like 1 shot in. It happened a few times in which I have no recollection and only know it happened from context clues. It’s traumatic to learn this
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you mean this message where I was told I “made my own bed and am lying in it” as a response to the mental torment I am experiencing from YOU raping me.
Your family enable you. You are so disgusting i genuinely didn’t think it could get any worse but you just have no morals.
I cannot believe you post those messages talking to my family, thinking they look good for you in any way. What’s worse is the people enabling this kind of behaviour on this app. I’ve been the most genuine yet, and the stuff you are doing is straight up unhealthy.
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Another disgusting message from you, acting as though I have done wrong by attempting to protect myself and calling you out on your bullshit.
I am pleading to you, as the person you are supposedly apologising to, to delete the post and never bring this up again. Thats all i ask
Please stop contacting my friends and family about the situation. If you properly read my apology, I didn’t claim I was completely innocent and took accountability. I deserve to live a normal life and not have the people close to me hate me. De-platforming me wasn’t a-
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@BiomeIpad
@RowAntarctic
Thank you, itll take a while to get back into a stable spot after this regression :(
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gacha gacha
heres my second 3D model!!!
@violxiv
taught me how to make them on call yday for an hour or two and i’m obsessed !!
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gumball machine
numerous hours later here is my third 3d model ever as well as my first time using animations !! i'm so proud eee
#lowpoly
#pixelart
#blockbench
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Honestly, it’s a good fucking thing I did only fans for so long and that my nudes, kinks and porn is publicly available, otherwise this whole ordeal would be so much more fucking traumatic. Imagine having a guy share your kinks and sexual encounters on YouTube. What in the fuck.
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I wanted to make a quick post about Greninja and Illumina as both are being mentioned a lot to me, and after about 48 hours of staying strong, I have had a breakdown and no longer can handle this. i will be doing my best not to comment further and go back to my normal life thanks
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GEOOO MY BELOVED. 😭
You guys have no idea how hard geo worked in Vegas to cheer me up and support me. He went above and beyond, even at his own detriment. This man is the best and I an eternally grateful to have him in my life 🥰❤️
real friends man 💜
so strong for standing up the way you have
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the ONLY mcyt tier list that matters- do they meow, bark, or both?
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just because i haven’t shared evidence doesn’t mean I dont have it as well as numerous witnesses
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happy birthday to my best friend and favourite person on earth, i love you so much
@IlluminaHD
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bros spitting facts
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last night was everything, I going to miss you guys so so much 🖤
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Nope not buying this manipulative BS. You’re just brushing this off as a mistake while showing zero remorse, while bringing someone in this who didn’t need to be name dropped.
As your ex best friend of 3 years I’m allowed to give my take on what I think is right for you. 👍
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MINECRAFT MEN AND REFUSING TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEIR ACTIONS??? SHOCKING
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this goes back to tc paris as well as this week so its going to take time and likely wont be tonight or for a few days. i’m in a foreign country and after days of sobbing i want to try enjoy what time i have left here
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I have just been made aware of illuminas post, i am going shopping w my mum and not ruining my day so i will be ignoring it until im ready to deal with that 👍
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IF ONE MORE PERSON TELLS ME HIS APOLOGY WAS GOOD IM GONNA LOSE IT I SWEAR TO GOD
IF THE APOLOGY IS NOT TOWARDS YOU, YOU DON'T GET A FUCKING SAY
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I was heavily debating making a tweet about this to not give this any attention but Em doxxed my general location in a now deleted tweet. It’s not just my safety that’s a concern but it’s also my roommates worry now. Besides how fucked that is, why are you still posting about me?
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i literally cannot fucking deal with my abusers going public and making me out to be the fucking crazy one when all ive ever fucking done is try and have friends
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I thought i deleted that tweet before i got in a uber because i decided i wasn’t ready but now it has 15k and i am incredibly unprepared and overwhelmed so i am going to play arcade games and pretend the internet doesn’t exist
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Update: I have a place to stay for the remainder of my trip. Thanks everyone for reaching out and sending love. ❤️
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twomad died????? thats the guy who was harassing me in october wtf
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TW/ Sexual nature, rape, assault
Addressing the false allegations that I sexually assaulted
@Greninja
. I explained the encounters, what truly happened, from my perspective.
I would NEVER assault or force someone to do something they did not want to do. EVER.
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Writing out everything that happened w/ evidence. I don’t know if ill post it though, its a lot
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america is wild bro 20 is a grown ass man 😭
Why’d you let someone under the age of 21 get drunk enough to say all this fucked up shit
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dont forget to unsub
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theres a chance i have nowhere to stay for 4 the next 4 days. i may need to ask for help with hotel fees, which is so embarrassing. rn the hotel im staying in is under his name. im not sure whats going to happen and im scared
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I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF MEN WHO HAVE ABUSED ME AND MISTREATED ME TRYING TO MAKE ME OUT TO BE FUCKING CRAZY. I AM SO SICK OF IT. JUST FUCKING ADMIT THAT YOU HURT ME. ITS NOT THAT FUCKING HARD
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Also fuck i’m sorry for not TW/ a bunch of my posts. Basically my entire life and account is a huge TW rn. Sorry
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going on priv again bcos im not dealing w ppl saying i’m not a victim 👍
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feeling heavily suicidal and on the verge of losing my shit heavily how am i suppsoe to live likeke this i was fucking raped please stop callong me a abuser or rapist its fucking horrific i cant cope its just not fucking true i would never hurt someone like thst
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this shit is so fucking pathetic like i don't want any communication with this man yet he insists on tweeting about me and forcing me to respond because i refuse to back down against my rapist, i continue to stay strong, but it's so fucking petty and i just want to stop
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I WAS NEVER “ILLUMINAS FRIEND”.
I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MY OWN FUCKING PERSON.
I AM JUST AS IMPORTANT WITHOUT AFFILIATION WITH A SHITTY YOUTUBER.
I AM STELLAE. THAT IS ENOUGH.
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As I have to explain myself for everything, the message I tried ti dm him was “have you had any therapy”. If the answer is no bro can go to hell. ❤️
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@IlluminaHD
aaaaah thank you so much for all of the support and patience you have had with me for the last 9 months, I honestly couldn’t ask for a better friend 🥺💖 love you
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I’ve unfortunately read a lot of apology posts in my time on the internet, and unfortunately this joins the multitudes of shit ones that have blatantly disrespect the victim. Sigh.
Victims deserve better than face saving bullshit.
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did not expect to wake up to so many trolls and people attacking me in my dms but here we are
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my girl has passed on. i rescued her on a whim because she needed help and I had love to give. she has brought me nothing but joy for the last 14 months and I regret nothing. I have never loved like this. I hope she rests easy. my gorgeous podge 💗💗💗
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just letting you guys know that there is someone impersonating me on twitch!!!! please block them!!!
one of the l’s is an i but idk which 😭
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what.
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I just wanna say i don’t condone or want people sending death threats / suicide mention messages to illumina. I respect where you are coming from, but I don’t stand for that shit.
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