╰┈➤ open me 💌 ✧˚ · .

literally just had the worst purge of my life i collapsed and went paralyzed for a while it was horrific

my heart goes out to everyone who has to be around family members who flippantly talk about bodies, calories, and food this holiday season. you can and will get through this, you're not alone, and you're stronger than someone else's words. they are ignorant. ilysm take care

labeled desserts food poll! ☆

i need my ed to kill me

guys how many calories are our omads? i think im gonna start trying them out

how does pinterest see me? ♡ singer ꩜ animal ⋆˚࿔ lyric 𖤐 plushie

i love my partner so much but god can they be triggering

in the past week, i: - put in my 2 weeks from my shitty job - turned 20 - got a death threat over quitting my job - got into 3 screaming fights with my mom - and SA’ed genuinely what the fuck is going on rn

knowing that there’s no mental relief or off days. i could be having the textbook definition of an absolute perfect day but in my head i would still be freaking out over my body and thinking about my weight. it impedes all of my social interactions and has ruined my life forever

i slammed my head into a sharp corner and i threw up very shortly after :( i feel like shit jesus christ

my car broke down 30 minutes from my house and my mom is fucking pissed at me and yelled at me as soon as i managed to get home 😭 i genuinely can’t stop crying

nothing makes me more upset when people are like “omg you look really good!! you look so much better!!” when i literally just have edema and im worse than before and bp nearly every day

If your account is “[actual person]” of edtwt you’re lowkey weird I don’t care who it is this is literally why every other subtwt hates us because you guys can’t be normal for one second

WHY IS EVERYONE AROUND ME LOSING WEIGHT BUT ME

my white blood cell count is super high and i’m scared that means i contracted an infection somehow and my body can’t fight it off :( i’ve been b/ping again and it feels like everything is falling apart

i’m so scared about my bloodwork tomorrow, i’m scared it’s gonna come back bad

i need to stop bping but i fucking can’t. this is literally agony i’m so sick of it

psa: don’t get drunk on an empty stomach

got told i look like im losing weight today, we are so back gang