Louie (*_*)
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silly lil guy with a silly lil eating disorder ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ
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Need to make a new one of these so here’s about me/this account:
-I’m 22
-he/him
-ed and bpd
-drugs
-on ed social media for about 10yrs
-body checks and disordered thoughts
╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
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Not that I owe anyone an explanation but I’ve being exploring my gender expression and bought some dresses .
(Ngl I’m scared as fuck to post this)
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Guess my bmi in this picture (I know it’s not full body I just wanna see something)
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Haven’t measured my waist in years. Kind of scared to because I know I’m built wide. But it’s 23.5 inches. Nice to see my hipbones coming back. It’s not enough yet though .
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@wishulilies
First rule of edtwt is we do not talk about edtwt. Second rule of edtwt is we do not talk about edtwt.
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About me/this account:
- 21
- he/him
- not new here just relapsing
-mental illness + ed
- drugs
-body checks n disordered thoughts
╰(*´︶`*)╯
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I dunno man I dunno .
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Feelin a lil fragile today, I feel so silly posting my body in a space where it feels like literally every person is thinner than me
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Ignore the mess on my desk but I recently discovered fishnets and they’re a core part of my personality now (also today I’m upset about armpit fat and my wide ass rib cage)
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@liliannarosette
Honestly I thought she was so sweet. It was good to see representation of age regression like this
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@latenightcals
No because I’ve seen this picture before and it haunts me because that’s literally how I feel 😭
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Just me standing on my silly chair in front of my silly mirror in my silly boxers listening to the silly voices in my head
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@sleepycutz
These videos make me scream and cry I just can’t take watching people get to eat and be skinny I know that’s toxic and jealous of me
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Nah bcuz I rlly am just sat on my bed surrounded by uni work scranning a whole ass cucumber
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Started doing coke again- I do not do this for weight loss I do this because I have a problem 😀
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Fuck I said I’d do a face reveal at 500 but I didn’t realise I’d get like 200+ new followers over night 😭
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Ok I’m scared about the amount of attention that last post is getting but honestly you all are so nice - I hope I actually have the confidence to wear the dresses out some day
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Ok I still don’t have the courage to wear a dress in public but if I did it would be with a baggy T-shirt and a hoodie over the top (and no I do not want to discuss a single item on my desk rn)
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Post b/p bc and I am a bit dizzy - going to sleep now but this my bag of milk lookin ass body rn
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Excuse the tights but it’s been a whole week since my last binge/purge episode and honestly I didn’t think I’d be able to do it. But I’ve stuck to restricting- adjusting my calories according to how I feel in terms of energy. Being more in control is refreshing .
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I’ll never not be obsessed with this combo it feels like a dessert. Alpro yogurt, fibre one brownie, blueberries. under 200cals
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Today’s depression outfit (dw I don’t leave the house like this)
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First checks in the new house :) haven’t got a full length mirror yet so just the top half atm
Also I did end up breaking my fast cuz one of my housemates made banana bread and I wasn’t gonna say no 🥲
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Might do a face reveal at 500 followers but idk whether I’m brave enough because people on here can be really mean and i don’t know what to do if someone I know somehow finds this account anyways here’s me being fat ☺️
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I’m so bloated rn also thank you for all the nice comments on my last pictures of me y’all are too kind 🫠 I worry a lot about posting pictures of myself on here because I hate my body sm 🙂
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No cuz like this is up on the notice board at work…
I’d join if there weren’t already rumours about me having an ed going round
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The thing is, I’m tryna tell myself I’m disgusted but rlly I’m not - I’m just jealous because she gets to freely eat donuts and I’m not because of this silly disorder
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Like thousands of people have seen me in a dress at this point and I still haven’t shown those pics to my gf 😭
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@daintydoeeyes
I just wanna say that when you stop taking coke, most people gain all the weight back and often more weight too so that’s something worth looking into. Btw I’m also a coke user and I’d say overall it’s made my weight loss inconsistent as you can’t rlly take it every day.
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Sick of looking like this been stuck in a plateau for ages
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a cool bpd thing: I have no sense of identity I have no idea who I am I don’t feel like a real person I am literally empty and only exist as a mirror of the people around me and as someone to please others help
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So I somehow got my period ? Even tho I’m like nearly three years on T - explains the bloat and weight plateau tho I used to gain like 6lbs every time I got my period before
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Leg checks in a room that isn’t mine . My legs are my least favourite because they’re the fattest part of me but I feel like they might actually look smaller now idk
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I spend so much time on Uber eats just looking at the food , not ordering anything just looking
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I legit have a Pinterest board just for collecting cute pizzas
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@pixiekitti
Making myself ill. Like deliberately giving myself food poisoning or trying to catch any sickness when it’s about. Cuz then I get to lay in bed and make out like I cant eat anything.
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I miss being a young teen when having an ed meant rotting in bed all day, bunking off school and surviving on nothing - now I gotta get up every single day and do life it’s no longer an escape to have an ed, it’s actually in my way a lot
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Shower drain is clogged with hair. I decided to clean it. Thought I’d get some free appetite suppressant when in reality I may never be able to stomach anything again. I am in a permanent state of gagging. I am physically nauseous forever now. I will never be the same.
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Btw to anyone wondering about my hair in the last post, the grey bit is natural :)
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@graceorexic
Ok ok finally someone saying it I knew I wasn’t crazy, all my shoes are too fucking big for me now
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@kazukcal
This looks glorious but the fact the sausage is touching the strawberries is making me uneasy 😭
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Fuck I felt so sick this morning - the tights are on permanently because I am always cold now
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Ok for 77 cal these are absolutely IT and it’s legit 99p for 5 in my local shop (Home Bargains I love you)
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I feel like I’m being lied to but I just spent ages researching this and everyone is saying the same ?
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Welcome to my snack bar where there’s a bit of a theme going on
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Hello new followers (^｡^) just seen there’s over 100 of you now !!! Luv u all ( ^ω^ )
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I’m addicted to wieiad TikTok - like I wish I was a fat person who didn’t care about anything and just ate what I wanted
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@bbyrexi
Um it actually could be, there’s a pizza place near me and their veggie pizzas are like 700-800 but I am in the uk and pizza is way lower cal here
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Posting my legs to punish myself. How dare I walk around like this
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Guys I’m being serious, is it dangerous to suddenly consume thousands of calories after a period of restriction? I normally eat below 1000 and today I might have i got to 3000 (never done that before) - is this dangerous ?
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Then (1st pic) vs now (second two). Only about 8lbs difference
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105 - I binged yesterday. Went on a night out last night. Came home at my new lowest weight . I feel so depressed though.
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I may hate my body but my 14 year old self would have killed to look like this
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@bfyaoi
I’m from the uk. What the hell am I actually looking at here? Where is the biscuit? Where is the gravy?
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I know I don’t interact with people online very well but literally everyone one of my moots is precious and u can dm anytime I will talk to u
Translation: pls talk to me I don’t know how to be normal
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@cokezeroberry
Appetite decreased. Felt sick a lot. Diarrhoea too. But this wore off after like the first few weeks . Dunno if I could say it made me lose weight by itself but it made it easier to lose weight in the beginning if that makes sense
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Thought I wouldn’t be able to find the place where my therapy is at so I turned up like an hour early and it was super easy to find and now I’m just here like 🧍🏻♂️
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Can’t talk rn I’m doin hot guy shit (weighing and dividing my cereal and putting it in lil bags ☺️)
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Pls don’t bully me I know I’m built wide and I actually felt like I could see the progress when I took these （＾ω＾）
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Do not interact if you think you know me irl or from somewhere else just leave me alone :)
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I am being so utterly bamboozled right now - I over ate today and my intake came out to be 1200 so I was curious to see how fucked I am and looked at BMR. This shit has to be fake, right?
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@losingsaniity
Hoping for at least 7-8 lbs but I rlly want it to stay off cuz then I’ll be under 100lbs finally
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Excuse the messy room but I appear to be 106lbs today :)
Not near where I wanna be but a step in the right direction
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Spent the last four days eating 1300-2000 calories - I have fucked up so bad I’m literally terrified that it’s happened and I won’t be able to stop eating now . But now the self hatred hurts more than how good that food tasted I should have no problem staying on track.
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Not been active on here for a few days now because I’ve literally just been so busy but I’m still here
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My gf just sent me the cutest lil slideshow of pics of us since the beginning of our relationship and I know it’s really sweet but I can’t enjoy looking at those pictures without seeing how fat and ugly i am. Like I’m also ugly as well so much more than I realised
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Losing :) - also I need to go to the shop but I took lax like ten hours ago and I just know they’re gonna hit soon
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Well the easiest way to not eat is to just be so fucking busy that you don’t have time (I hate my life)
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