if you have wide hips you will go to hell

i HATE those videos. It allows people to see mental illness as something silly/quirky and not for what it truly is

“how i lost ___kg/lbs in 4 months” gee this is edtwt let me guess, you starved yourself and over exercised ?? 😭😭

whatever that means girl LMAO

i am technically in anorexia recovery but also not because i’m not gaining weight, just eating more. i’m just trying to stabilize it in outpatient but i’m not even doing that very successfully because i’m terrified. harm reduction?? i used to eat 1k cals and now i’m at 1.5k-1.6k

not even a bodycheck necessarily, but still having a chest this size at bmi 15 is absurd, right?? 😭 i don’t wanna sound like “oh my stake is too juicy” but i’m literally 5’8 and 100lbs. i don’t want my chest to be this size. it’s actually part of the reason i developed anorexia

the best thing about my bodychecks is how you can almost always see my scale in the background

woke up and took this first thing in the morning i didn’t even try to have a good day

do you think counts as being able to wrap my hands around my upper thighs or am i cheating ?? #edtwt

plsssss omg😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

giving advice but not taking it as per usual. EVERY SINGLE OKE OF YOU reading this is deserving recovery. no matter your dx (or lack of), weight, or how long you’ve been suffering. you do not deserve to be suffering with this awful illness, it isn’t your fault. i love you all ♡

sometimes i forget i’m anorexic and that i’m stuck with this for the rest of my life until i recover or it inevitably takes my life

bmi 14 or recovery 🤔

i walked 6.7 miles yesterday 😂😂😂

chest bones are collarbones barely visible we got an anorexia larper over here 😂✌️

bitch, how you look anorexic and fat all at once #weird

i genuinely hope whichever psychiatrist decided to prescribe 9 year old me antipsychotics during the height of my puberty, causing me to gain 40lbs in 2 months never finds peace. you completely changed the trajectory of my life, i’ve had an eating disorder ever since.

i was taking bodychecks on the exact same iphone 5 that my parents used to take photos of me as a kid. ouch

i just found bodychecks i took a few months after turning 10 i’m about to cry i was just a baby :(

if it helps you in recov i think that’s amazing, but it’s pro-ana tumblr quotes just with the roles switched. whenever i get it on my timeline i just get sad like YES i already know i’m fucking miserable thanks. …but i’m also not the target audience so maybe i should shut up 😭

hot take: i actually feel like “toxic pro-recovery” is just as corny and counterproductive as “toxic motivation”. …like??? disordered people already hate their lives enough i don’t think you can bully someone out of their eating disorder by telling them it makes them a “loser”.