Love the positive player base you get to find on
@FACEIT
in NA. Really a positive experience, very pleasant people, and a good community the admins have created.
Guess I'm LFT now. Appreciate all of the Mythic guys for the experience, never would I have expected to play with them out of nowhere back in May. Love all you guys
@daveycsgo
@TheUltraLex
@fl0mtv
@JosiahCSGO
@JDubsCS
Thank you for all the good memories and experiences <3
I haven't played this game in a month and this screenshot says September 27, 2023. People are out here really faking screenshots of someone who doesn't even play this game anymore? Get a life.
I was never close with cynic, but I remember one night after FPL, he sent me a genuine apology on steam after trash talking me in Teamspeak when I was a new player having a lucky game.
It wasn't much, but that small act of sincerity has stayed with me all these years. <3
There is no easy way to say this, but earlier this week
David "Cynic" Polster passed away.
This news came as a complete shock to all of us. David was an incredibly hard working individual, vocal leader, kind person, and amazing player.
I spent a large majority of my life…
FINALLY FINISHED. My first "real" frag video, comprised of all my highlights from when I was on Mythic. Was supposed to be released like 2 months ago, but ADHD got the best of me. Shoutout to
@fl0mtv
@daveycsgo
@JosiahCSGO
@JDubsCS
and
@TheUltraLex
<3
new hltv picture, thank fucking god that absolute disaster of my old one is no longer there after almost a year. Old picture just for reference. Thanks to
@Nohte
and
@tolkienfanatic
for getting this done !! <3 y'all are the best
2-0 vs chococheck, clean lower bracket run from us, mostly 2-0's. I carried on d2, got carried on mirage (they never went b ;-;), i love my team they are so good. See y'all at
@DreamHackCSGO
Open :D
just got my highest map rating on hltv with 2.18, I finally figured out how to play cs after an extremely unusual slow start for me in playoffs. next match is on tuesday
Just played an EU pug with a 2600 elo 13 year old Ukrainian kid calling actual good strats, with good comms, good nade knowledge, and good aim. Why the fuck can't we have this in NA?
Cut from
@NorthernForces
unfortunately, but this comes as no surprise; just wish I would've been told sooner. Turned down a lot of offers bc I was under the (false) impression that we weren't making roster changes. All in all, I wish them the best, but as it stands, I'll be LFT.
Honestly, every aim duel I take I lose. All of my kills are just killing someone not looking at me or just trading someone. I've never seen a player as bad as me at winning aim duels, it's truly astonishing. Just using game sense as a crutch I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
sometimes I doubt whether or not I'll ever be REALLY good at cs whenever I see how effortlessly better players just farm in their matches, even when they're trolling. Feels like im so far from being able to do that, even after 9,000 hours. Frustrating to be improving so slowly.
.
@NoVa__FPS
's mom tucked me into bed on the first night of staying with them. Much better sleeping accommodations than the standard sleeping on the floor when going to LAN, 10/10 service
Just landed in New York, nice to be back home. Shoutout to everyone I met in Denver; I'd @ you guys, but the list would be too long. Won't stream the scrims tonight, but I'll be live tomorrow for our match :D Thanks to everyone who made this LAN so enjoyable <3
I guess that's all folks! worst nightmare is now reality, mythic loses premier spot for the first time in forever all because of me, gg. if i don't end up killing myself tonight I'm gonna live 1000 years
So ashamed of how frustrated I get when playing pugs in cs. Just way too high expectations, very hard on myself, and it just ruins the entire energy of whatever queue I'm with. I don't talk shit, but I just kill the vibe of everyone, and I'm just mad at myself for doing that.
Don't let ego and being competitive ruin relationships by getting in the way of caring about others and having fun. Learned that the hard way and don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself/not be filled with regrets.
Legacy was never in fplc, I don't know why swindoll is claiming he was. Then he confidently cites that as the reason for not inviting him when he clearly isn't even sure about that himself. Still no answers for both of us unfortunately.
Shoutout to all the cool guys and girls I met at
@fragadelphia
. I'd @ y'all, but I met so many good people and would feel bad to accidentally leave someone out. Regardless, you know who you are <3 thank you to everyone who made this trip worthwhile.
Figured I'd thank
@JacobHalfman
for the new profile picture. I have no idea how the magic man did it, but I actually look good in an hltv pic for once.
Anyone else have a strange nostalgia for when they were an amateur/beginner, playing ESEA for the first time, or joining their first team? I'm definitely happier as a better player now than I was 4 years ago but there's a strange novelty that I miss about being new to competing.
we win
@NYmetagaming
Long IsLAN final 2-0, kinda played poorly in the final but still somehow top fragged. My team was nuts, gj
@SolGoat
@hereticfps
@tatmcs
and
@IzikGG
. Didn't drop a single map, finally got a lan win under my belt :D
i'm honestly sick of streaming just bc i feel forced to play pugs or do something interesting when realistically i'd rather just dm or smth because playing pugs is fucking awful, and that's the highest quality cs i'm gonna get until we start scrimming again.
ggs to strife in a triple ot 10 year long fucking game or some shit, i need a nap, gl to them in the rest of the quali. even though we lost, my team is insane, i love them and wanna kiss them they're so good
Just noticed I didn't get an email for FPLC qualis this past month despite being in 28th in diamond. Same for the month of April; was 15th place, no invite in my inbox to be seen. Only for february, march, and may. Guess they really don't want me anywhere on faceit :(
First time I dont make day 2 of a lan. Everything just going downhill, might be done with cs. Dont know what I'll do with the rest of my life, nothing brings me joy. I have 0 interest in any of it. Feels like a waste of time. Ty
@koi_csgo
@CyrixCSGO
@tactilecs
and
@SubarashiiCS
Looking back on how much I enjoyed streaming, I might start doing the patented
@fl0mtv
double stream in a day. Short stream before prac, and another one after for FPL/pugs and whatnot. Been neglecting streaming bc I'm not a fan of short 2-3hr streams, but this might be the way
@vooCSGO
Focusing on getting better is frustrating when you're not getting better, much moreso than not ranking up. If you're not ranking up, it's not always your fault. If you're not improving, you are 100% at fault, and that's frustrating.
Would anyone be interested in compiled stats from
@fragadelphia
Denver? Like total kills, hltv rating, kd, win%, etc, from the whole tournament, all in one spreadsheet.
We 2-0
@TeamErosGG
!! The team is really coming together and improving. We play lower finals tomorrow against the winner of Triumph and Chococheck. Cowboy hat faceCowboy hat face
I just asked a stranger if it's alright that I sit next to them on the train (no empty seats) and they instantly said no. This is the dumb kind of rejection that my dumb little brain cant handle, like wtf, why does it hurt so much, why do i take it so personally when it isn't ;-;
jesus fuck my hairline is at least 5 inches farther back after that last match. g fucking g's to
@CyrixCSGO
and co. Double OT literally reduced my lifespan by 10 years. Ty to the team for staying in it after choking at match point.
No fkn way, just beat my
@uLLeticaL
100 kill challenge record again at LAN, this time by almost half a second. Something about LAN makes my 100 kill challenge times so much better LMAO, on my towards sub 30s.
New
@uLLeticaL
aim_botz 100 kill challenge record from 2 days ago!! Improved on my last time (that I got first try at Fragadelphia Denver) by 125 milliseconds lmao. One of these days I'll get a sub 30s...
Am I the only one who feels like warmupserver lags so much? Just feels like it stutters so much, and my ping feels higher than what it actually is. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
just finished a 9hour stream, had so much fun, using new mousepad (shidenkai), and last pug I had a teammate who got hyped after every one tap and hs that I got. It was genuinely an enjoyable experience, and in pugs I don't typically have those. Ty to everyone who watched <3