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she/her ΰ©β©β§βΛ edtwt -ΰ©β©β§βΛ relapse era
bmi too fucking fat
Joined April 2024
Β·Λ ΰΌβΒ· ΝΝΝΝκ°β³ updated #edtwt intro β ΛβΆ ο½‘Λ 17 yrs ('07) ο½₯:*:ο½₯οΎβ
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the best tasting coffee has a billion calories and it's honestly sick and twisted
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remember when i said i was gonna leave twitter until i was sick enough... actually i lied the complete opposite happened im huge now so im here to properly relapse i guess oops
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i just dont think i belong in ed spaces im not skinny enough. i used to validate myself by telling myself that im sick no matter what i weight but im done with lying to myself, all its gotten me is +10 lbs and misery. hopefully by isolating more i can actually get sick.. bye bye
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i think im gonna leave edtwt for a while because im starting to think that im not sick like the rest of you are, im nowhere near skinny and any attempt to starve ends in binging so i genuinely feel like i dont have an ed anymore... maybe one day if im finally uw i can come back
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i wore a bikini top in front of my friends yesterday which felt like something of a humiliation ritual
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update guys im fine now i drank electrolytes and doordashed dunkin (to digest LOL)
im literally forcing myself to binge rn I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO I DONT WANT TO BE EATING I DONT WANT TO THROW UP i literally was content and about to get ready to meet a friend.. AND NOW IM BINGING AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO WHY AM I DOING YHIS
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ramen, milkshakes, cheesecake, cheese, granola, acai bowls
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no idea why people still drink and try to get away with it because some alcohol is low cal, it still stops fat burning, you won't lose weight
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why am i binge purging when i dont even want to no one is forcing me to do this im literally doing it to myself ?? literally just stop what the fuck ???
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im literally forcing myself to binge rn I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO I DONT WANT TO BE EATING I DONT WANT TO THROW UP i literally was content and about to get ready to meet a friend.. AND NOW IM BINGING AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO WHY AM I DOING YHIS
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binged so hard i can't breathe but i need to wait a few min before purging or else ill puke straight water.. bulimia is a PRISONπ₯
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i need to get worse bro. i need to recover. i seriously need to restrict harder. i need to do semi-recovery asap. i need to fast for as long as possible. i really need to do harm reduction. i need to starve to death. i need professional help. dawg i need to kill myself
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even though we're both healthy weights now she is still skinny and i have never been, and she CONSTANTLY brings it up.we made ourselves as Mii's and she fixed mine by making it thicker. she holds up xxs clothes and jokes about me fitting in them. can someone actually end my life
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having a skinny sister close in age is actual torture. we went to the doctors together as kids and they'd pull our bmi graphs up and compare her underweight one to my overweight one. she would get prescribed pediasure and i would be told to only have half of my juice boxes.
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this would work on me
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"why is everyone worried about some girl whose dying" like are you stupid
@foodlov2000 why is everyone so worried abt a random anorexic chick im crying
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you have the ED understanding of a 12 year old writing a wattpad story
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