Um, hi. It's been a while, huh? I'm surprised that I'm still gaining followers, but I guess that's just what happens when you make a bot for a fandom that just keeps going. I wanna talk about some things, specifically about why I've stopped manually posting/replying on my bots.

// huh. it's been over a year, huh??

Okay, final retweet of this. DM's and CC are still open on all accounts to everyone except the anon who keeps spamming me. Goodbye for real. For now. Maybe.

Have a lovely afternoon. Thanks for the memories.

And with that, I'm done. I don't want a fight, I want people to understand. Stan Shen Yuan, stan LOONA, stan Dian Xia, wear your mask, stop making porn of kids, and please just. Think about how you engage in fandom, okay? Talk to people outside of our bubbles.

Are you more upset at me for telling you this than you are at actual pedophiles in fandom? Do you hate me for saying you're appealing to them more than you hate that you've been an accomplice? Are you comfortable with the idea that pedophiles seek your content out to jack-off?

Pro-ship as a term is gaining popularity because they want the term 'anti' to become 'anti-ship' instead of being 'anti-pedophile/incest'. "God I hate anti's." "Anti's? What are they anti?" "Um-"

Oh but before I do, and this is an extra spicy nugget for you. Actual pedophiles are using you in order to integrate better into fandom so they can groom actual children and to get their fix of underage content.

I might block everyone and start again, I might flip my accounts into more healthy fandom bots. Maybe I'll leave everything as is and just. Disappear. For good. Might delete. Eventually.

I could go on about the minors lying about their ages, the weird fetishisation of MLM and trans men by other members of the LGBT+ community. The non-BIPOC calling people 'cops' for saying they're gross having extremely underage in their kink list. But honestly? I'm tired.

Heck, most of you don't bother even putting up the pretence of it all being to work through trauma or to discuss taboo subjects. I've seen your kink lists and have decided: 'actually, fuck this!! I want nothing to do with you.'

There is a huge, and I mean HUGE, difference between dark subject matters being depicted in fiction and just. Straight up porn. You are not Vladimir Nabokov.

(Side Note: if you're doing this to cope, please show your therapist your CP and tell them that you're posting it to websites accessible by minors.) (Side Side Note: I miss decentralised fanfic websites and adult-only sites. AO3 needs to step it up, FF hides anything above a T.)

To be honest, I don't particularly want to exist in a space that is more welcoming to people who produce and consume drawn/written CP than it is to people who are like 'maybe we shouldn't produce content that is both used to groom potential victims and re-traumatises survivors.'

There, uh, there sure is a lot of rape porn in the MXTX fandom huh. Loooootta incest. Loads of CP too. And before you say 'just fiction' remember that propaganda and representation are also 'just fiction'.

To be completely honest, I interacted with people, befriended people, that I did not want to associate with because I was scared of the harassment I've faced in the past. I didn't speak up about things when I should have and when I did I wasn't loud enough.

From the start, I've been kinda dishonest with both myself and the people I interacted with. At times, I did crack when it got too much to handle. But all in all? I feel like I did a pretty good job of staying as neutral in the MXTX fandoms. I now regret this immensely.

THIS IS A GAYS ONLY EVENT

hey airplane???? wHAT THE FUCK??????

all i want for christmas is to transcend this annoying ass physical body and become a formless cloud of powerful homosexual energy radiating throughout all of existence