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β and the blood may wash away but the scars will never fade.
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oh, good.
duh, yes.
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can he come with?
sheβs going back into hiding with her flat pack furniture.
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βuhβ honestly, Iβve never really thought about specifics. I know I want to have everyone I love and care about there. celebrating us, you know? but as for location and things like that, I havenβt given that one much thought.β he explains before shrugging. βwhat about you?β
βwhat type of wedding do you want? In an ideal world where you can have anything you want?β she asked, genuinely curious and intruded by the answer.
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βI know.β he nodded and sighed softly, watching her relax as he did the same while rubbing her leg. βand I never had any intention of living a day of my life without you again either.β
βyou never have to doubt that.β she smiled softly before relaxing against the edge of the tub again. βI never had any intention of living a day of my life without you again.β
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βexactly.β he nodded and grinned as he looked at her with his head tilted slightly. βoh, thank god for that.β he chuckled a little.
βit isβ especially after all theyβve both been through; they deserve this. they deserve each other.β she looked to him and nodded her head. βof course I want to get married one day.β
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βthey are. itβs nice to see both of them so happy.β he admitted with a grin on his face before his eyebrow raised. βI know we will. definitely. no doubt about it.β he shrugged. βunless you donβt want to?β
βtheyβre cute together. like adorable.β she smiled at his words as she chuckled quietly. βyou think we will get married one day?β
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βright?β he chuckled softly as he looked at her with his head tilted, continuing to rub her leg gently. βme either. it was bound to happen though. they are like so in love. really in love. like us.β
βall of that sounds amazing. honestly.β she smiled softly as she nodded her head, glancing up to the ceiling for a moment in thought. βI still canβt believe ali and josh are engaged.β
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celebrate us moving into our new home and at some point celebrate josh and aliβs engagement, because god knows we all need some enjoyment.β
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βyeah, youβre right. ginger aleβs should be fine.β he shrugged a little as he thought about it more. he knew she was right, and he didnβt want anything bad to happen during an occasion where he wanted everyone to get together and be happy. βI just want us all to be happy and +
βwe have to be mindful of elle too. I think maybe ginger aleβs? I canβt drink either but if you, josh and ali want to step outside for a beer that will be okay.β she suggested as she arched a brow awaiting his thoughts.
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okay. thank you. Iβll try not to.
Iβve noticed. but you donβt need to. not for us.
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he was careful with her recovering leg as he rubbed her legs, looking at her and listening to her. βI want to invite our nearest and dearest, honestly. those we care about most.β he admitted as he looked at her and nodded in understanding. βI get it. maybe we donβt have +
she relaxed at the feeling on her legs, being careful with her recovering one as she rested against the tub. βI love you a lot too. we can invite whoever you wantβ but be careful if thereβs alcohol involved? I really donβt want anything to tempt amelia.β
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I guess Iβm a little too good at putting a lot of pressure on myself. okay, good. and thank you.
hey, thatβs a lot of pressure to put on yourself. amelia and I do like you because you make lennon happy and thatβs all we ever ask. and you didnβt fail scoutβ not at all. thatβs a promise.
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I just. really want to do everything I can so that you and amelia like me. I know amelia means a lot to lennon and if you guys donβt approve of me, I feel like I screwed up. so, if I fail your kid like I basically just failed scout, then Iβm not doing a very good job.
I can tell that you are still beating yourself up.
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yeah, I guess we are. thank you. itβs good to know someone does.
you donβt have to apologise. we are practically family. Itβll be difficult at first but I believe in you and lennon.
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okay, youβre right. sorry. I get in my own head way too easily.
but you learn your kids actions. you know what certain actions mean. hell, I had no idea what I was doing with scout when he first arrived.
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i know, but men who have paternal instincts and that paternal side to them should just realise those kinds of things without even really being told, right? but youβre probably right, never mind.
hey, noβ youβre not going to fail. scouty has autism and he doesnβt always know how to say things to people who arenβt amelia or I. especially amelia. your baby is going to be all trusting to you and lennon.
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nervous as heck. and after tonight? like iβm gonna fail right away.
sure! how are you feeling about that?
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thatβs understandable. itβs no problem at all. itβs practice for when mine and lennonβs baby comes, right?
he gets embarrassed about things unless itβs with amelia. thank you for helping him.
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itβs okay. i should have figured it out but he seemed really distressed at first.
ohβ yeah, heβs still getting the hang of the bathroom thing. heβs doing much better but occasionally it still happens.
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