made recaps of my "the formless mother = the mother of all crucibles" theory & my "miranda = the grandmother" theory

"the mother of truth craves wounds" because she feels guilty for denying her children to pierce her before when she was still the crucible so now she is trying to compensate by blessing her accursed children with her blood, now alit with fire because of the fell god's flames 💔💔.

The Hornsent Wars were finally over. "There is nothing more reviled than the Hornsent," said the Numenish queen,.

writing my elden ring cosmogony theory essay has me gripping the sides of my head as i roll on the floor trying to put out a fire that isn't there screaming "why did i have to get into elden ring" at the top of my lungs.

crucible mother blesses her children with horns and scales and other aspects. they get thrown into the sewer with their horns cut off. crucible tree gets burned and she becomes formless yet again. she finds her children to bless them with her blood because THEY'RE HER KIDSSSS😭😭.

made myself sad again. the crucible mother blessed her children with her aspects, but then they were all called omens & deemed accursed & were exiled. then when the fell god burned the crucible and she became formless, she blessed her children yet again, this time with her blood.

oh that's gore. that's gore of my comfort character.

fluorescent flower giant siphonophore type phase 3 for augur perchance.

maris phase 3 leak

thinking abt yvaine's monologue (stardust) and this is basically why the greater will abandoned the world & why it deemed its creations to be a mistake. it saw all the torment and afflictions and despair and was like, what have i done. *pulls a victor frankenstein and runs away*

"but the greater will has not abandoned the realm, nor the life that inhabits it" is such a sad line from the two fingers because now we have the context that the greater will did in fact abandon them and this is how metyr and the other two fingers cope with being abandoned.

count ymir really predicted nightreign when he said "the stars are dark tonight. but rest assured, this is no ill omen. on the contrary, i believe that this portends a magnificent starry cascade.".

I'VE HAD ENOUGGHHHHHHHHH

why did he say benevolence like that. 💔.

having a hard time dealing with everything going on so i'm going to try to distract myself by finishing up writing my elden ring cosmogony theory & creation myth 🫩.

*slurps it all up*

i'm having thoughts

i love elden ring (from alchemy & mysticism)

portended the night too hard i lost a level.

they should make another elden ring spinoff game but instead of fortnite it should be smash bros. or mario party.

RT @scadutree: in my brain. straight up "theorizing it" and by "it" haha. well lets justr say. elding rinf.