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@sadspeIl

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I know love is real because i’m full of it

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no one: me: i should delete all traces of myself, block everyone i’ve ever known, and start over
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Two-faced calf born Feb 28th on breaux farm in louisiana. The calf was named Deux Face, French for two face. As of today (March 2nd) she’s still alive and well
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🐌☕️ ☕️🐛 they’re on a date
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man made things reclaimed by nature
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pretty rude that i’m not small enough to sit under mushrooms
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if ur having a bad day just look at these pics
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pink mushrooms
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i understand why old people sit outside just to sit outside
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mountaineer’s axe with heart-shaped holes and bronze reinforced shaft. japan, muromachi period, 14th century
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you can do everything right and still be sad at night
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sometimes i say “huh” then answer the question before the person repeats themselves, it’s not that i didn’t hear them my brain just lags like a desktop computer from 2005
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Kitten with rare coloration: Black Rosetted Tabby Bicolor
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we don’t deserve cows
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sometimes making tea or coffee is less about drinking it and more about it keeping you company
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the fact that i exist literally pisses me off sometimes
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i hope we all end up with the lives we want
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whatever didn’t work out was the universe protecting you
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i have two moods
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do u think if i asked nasa reallly nicely they’d throw me into the black hole
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what’s meant for you will find it’s way to you
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i wanna be better for myself
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forgive yourself for not knowing better until you knew better
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some of y'all didnt grow up as the person nobody had a crush on and it really shows
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I’m practicing non-attachment. Accepting what comes and allowing it to leave when it’s time.
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future you is proud of you because you kept going
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you better be selfish when it comes to doing what’s best for you
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i would cut up strawberries and share them with you
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just me and my playlists against the world
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wow i really just can’t take it anymore *continues to take it*
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i don’t regret the love i gave because those people probably needed it
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reassurance isn’t the same when you have to ask for it
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nothing insecure about wanting to be loved loudly
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me after staring at the moon for 10 minutes straight: maybe life is okay
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i break my own heart just by thinking
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it’s been “one of those days” for several months
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just looked up my symptoms on webmd turns out i just need a forehead kiss and i’ll be alright
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how do I delete my past self from everyone’s memory
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miyama crow swallowtail butterfly photo credit: @mushi_yahhoi64
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Kevin by Vanessa Stockard
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winter in Paris
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18th century ottoman and indian daggers with sheaths
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Learn the difference between your intuition guiding you and your trauma misleading you.
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Floral art of Studio Ghibli
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all i do is romanticize and decay
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am i healing or just distracted
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may you heal from the things no one ever apologized for
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at least i never faked caring about someone
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this isn’t fun anymore i need a kiss
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being listened to and actually understood is one of the best feelings
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all my plushies watching me have a mental breakdown: ₍ᐢ•ﻌ•ᐢ₎₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ₍ᵔ·͈༝·͈ᵔ₎
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I need a lot reassurance to feel like i’m not gonna get fucked over and even then i get fucked over
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its your responsibility to unlearn behaviors that hinder your growth as a person
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they should’ve made mushrooms bigger. i would like to sit under one
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i fantasize about you thinking about me
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Montreux, Switzerland
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*doesnt show affection* oh no, i’m being distant and cold *shows affection* oh no, i’m being clingy and overbearing
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in another life we were two flowers that grew next to each other
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you are allowed to change
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cat with unusual markings posted to a Thai facebook group
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*feels deeply but doesn’t know how to explain*
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she’s so beautiful she deserves everything she could ever dream of. she’s me
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let people disappear when they want
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i’m tired of being a person and having a physical form
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stargazing dates should be more of a thing
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I don't have a dream job. I want to be a fairy and sleep in a tulip
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cows with flower crowns 💞
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i just want to go somewhere. i would like to leave for a little while
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we could talk about anything and i’d just be happy we talked
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don’t ruin this year by thinking about bullshit from last year
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nothing is real and then all of a sudden everything is very real with no warning
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sometimes you don’t get what you want because you deserve better
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Before you dismiss yourself with an "I'm used to it" consider that maybe you shouldn't have to be
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strong cat
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if you aren’t gonna kiss my forehead to wake me up then what’s the point
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is a love letter too much to ask for
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i don’t care who i lose as long as i don’t lose myself again
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i’m surviving solely on daydreams and fantasies at this point
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people stay longer in my head than they do in my life and that’s fine
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if we don’t kiss soon i might die
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just romanticize your own life. nothing’s stopping you. commit to enjoying things.
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bonding with ur plants by giving them water from a bottle u already drank from
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*expresses the reason i’m upset* oh god what if i’m being manipulative
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