old bcs i had everything. i had everything i wanted and i knew who i was. if i had it once, i can have it again. i can get there again if I've done it before. i can make myself comfortable again.

i have so much mental hunger rn all i want to do is eat but god i dont want anything in my stomach

good morning gays whats up

insatiable urge to sh has been somewhat satiated

i know i just put this on but what if i changed my layout again

i dont wanna keep biking i still have 40 miles but everything feels weird and overstimulating and i wanna cut and die

i feel horrible and gross and icky and huge and ugly and i am not at home in my skin

its actually sickening how do i deal with 50k puffs of this im so stupid bro

vanilla custard flavored vape was a mistake goddamn it

wouldn't. I love gay. - Matthew Lillard (Reddit, 2014)

i once ate a whole tube of a vanilla lip scrub and i wouldnt be above eating this entire vaseline tub either

i hate being slightly heat intolerant, i cant stand being sweaty and that makes me take too many breaks or give up when really exercising and i feel so pathetic for that

god dude im so sick of look constantly bloated and pregnant how do i flatten my guts out

dont u love having panic attacks during ur workouts n now u cant do ur workout cause ur having a panic attack

its almost fucking 4pm i only just got home and i have a stupid call soon i'll barely have 2hrs to use the bike im so pissed off i dont even want to

i hate being short my thighs look so fat even with a gap

jeans that were baggy at my lw fit again, mark my words they will be baggy again

smoking an hour before therapy idgaf im mad anxious to start trauma work fr

omg finally the age verification went through on roblox i never have to talk to little shits ever again

but what if i accidentally let them slip and my hand get really sweaty and they fully fall then its my fault and i didnt mean for that to happen i just always self sabotage even subconsciously

i love cantaloupe its not in season but i love it regardless