My friends encouraged me to post these even though I didn’t want to

As a man, the hack is wearing clear lipgloss

Still my shit

Just started Welcome to Derry (prequel to the IT films)

J Holiday x Suffocate

Good Girls How Soon You Should Know Me Etc. plus all his features! Him and Donell Jones >>>>

Mýa on Melyssa Ford podcast talking about why she decided not to marry, have kids, and embracing celibacy.

Freakier Friday was so cute and funny lol

SWV - I’m So In Love

In this life, all of us will either be caretakers, need caretaking, or rotate between the two

I love that as I get older, I become wiser, but it also gives me the chance to hone this element of play and childlike wonder/imagination/curiosity

I had such a good Halloween, I don’t wanna let Halloween go 😫 lmao

Ugh this feeling >>> love me a book that will destroy me, break my heart then mend it!

My friend told me to be a clock for Halloween cus I’m unclockable 😂

Update: I ended up getting the Monoliths and the vintage leather in cocoa brown

Case - Missing You

Thinking about that episode of Black Mirror with Issa Rae, Hotel Reverie. Also the show The Haunting of Bly Manor. Both of these broke me 😩😭

the discovery has ended. Closeness and fulfillment exist in tension, even when you think you’ve “figured out” your partner, life interrupts, grief/time reshapes them.

growth. To expect total fulfillment from someone is to miss the beauty of the almost, the striving, the enduring. The fact that we never fully arrive is what makes it sacred, transcendent, divine! To fully arrive is that the dream is now “fully realized”,

I believe that relationships are asymptote, the bittersweetness that intimacy is a pursuit, not a destination. The mystery of the other remains intact, there will always be a sliver of distance between what we long for and what we live. The gap holds space for curiosity, awe,

I always blast Lloyd ft Avant - Karma