reading russian authors along with a degree as competitive ( and difficult) as mbbs is an extreme sport and I will never have enough braincells to ever pull that off
"Some contemplated that they may be better off dead but also had a desire to live as another version of themselves. Schrödinger’s life. Both dead and alive in your own mind."
is it possible to like someone while simultaneously knowing you may not have a future with them?? I mean in a sense of not being compatible enough ( dreading you might not get along ) but still liking them nevertheless
I for the life of me can never tolerate people who lack kindness and are sympathy/empathy deficit like NO ap me beshak sou or achi baatain hon but if you don't have the basic human decency to treat people with care and tenderness tou Kya faida
how much tone deaf and desensitized a person has to be to come up with a poll that blatantly objectifies women given the current circumstances where women are being murdered / sexually assaulted solely on the basis of their choice of bodily integrity and autonomy
From Harper's illustrated Biochemistry to "Bailey and Love" surgery, i studied every subject from UHS recommended books througout 5 years.. Allahamdulillah...
I would be proud of myself that i utilized my MBBS journey in trying to get Good knowledge...
Yes ,got remarks from
have big plans for the future but none of them entails a husband, family, kids !!? Just me and my academic achievements and growth. This is not how I wanted to end up like but oh well
a piece of advice that I would like to give to my younger self: even if you don't like what you see in the mirror, choose self care regardless. You'll be doing a favour to the adult me. I know I'm still young and have a long way to go but I'm also aware of the truth that
was waiting for third year classes to end so bad but I don't know how I'm going to spend the next few months with no routine to follow and nothing to look forward to
carer building is important but so is love/relationships,, love is primary, inherent to our very being, don't elude it in the face of some psuedo independency shit 👉👈
Imagine being called ****** for being mature enough to approach someone you find interesting to be friends with,, women's need for emotional/platonic intimacy is always painted as an invitation for something else and it's very tiring
major self esteem issues 🥲🥲 but I'm working on it,, I don't mind interacting with people ( infact I do interact ) but uhm I have heard some people calling me names for approaching people ( especially men ) first tou is lye
that one the good doctor episode about an anorexic woman diagnosed with mitral valve regurgitation after years of malnutrition and dietary restrictions,, I need to start eating
the mob mentality that whenever a woman is alone, the only thing she is deserving of is harassment/rape is still etched in the minds of our people,, I mean is issue ko to phir tackle krna he hai agr stunt bhi tha
winters call for minimal interaction and sitting at home all day fretting over your insecurities and going insane with each passing day god nov/dec are always so hard get through
started watching the good doctor and it's just so wholesome yet it clenches at your throat and the next minute you know you are snot crying at every scene and soundtrack ahh
my heart goes out to all those women who have been diagnosed with conditions that have robbed them of their feminity, individuality and a sense of self ( and has caused them immense physical/emotional pain ), you are not an "incomplete" woman
People talk about the ability to endure. To endure anything and everything, to keep going, to be strong. But you can do that only if you’re not alone. That’s always the infrastructure life’s built on. A closeness with others. Alone it all becomes a struggle of mere endurance.
continuously trying to indoctrinate myself with the notion that I can't be perfect in every aspect of my life and I'm more than just my appearance and things will/are getting better & that I'm an actual person with thoughts ideas and emotions & I'm lovable despite what people see
now that I have come back to my senses I have realized that diet culture is one heck of a nasty trend,,, putting people on a diet less than 1200 calories is so brutal because you are literally making adults eat less than what a toddler eats..