so. therefore.
blade doesn’t realise dan feng has technically died and thinks that he’s under disguise as dan heng to escape his past sins.
dan heng doesn’t remember yingxing or why blade is so obsessed with him/wants to kill him and he wants to do nothing with his past self.
imagining a scenario where dan heng and blade are fighting together (maybe trailblazer took them on a mission) and dan heng is about to receive a deadly blow from the enemy but blade instinctively gets in front of him to protect him like he used to in their previous life.
#renheng
(assassin au, honeytrap dan heng, jealous ren)
“see that man over at the bar?” ren whispers, running his fingers through the frills of dan heng’s provocative top. “that’s our target.”
“heh.” dan heng smirks. “easy.”
renheng au where??
“if you want, i will accompany you until the end.”
ren should have refused this offer back them, he thinks, as he lays bleeding on the cold ground- the bracer around his arm getting colder, just like the body of the person next to him.
#renheng
🔞 (very hentai btw)
"look at yourself, yinyue jun." blade rasps in dan heng's ear, pulling his long hair in a tight fist, making him look at his messed up reflection in the mirror. "look how you make an embarrassing face while I fuck you senseless."
#renheng
🔞 (pwp)
“r-ren” words are hard to get out of dan heng because of the intense pace blade had set. but blade was too blissed out to hear his desperate pleas.
He was too focused on dan hengs’s tormented expression, spreading his legs even further.
#renheng
thoughts 🔞 (wearing your boyfriend's shirt)
when blade sees dan heng wearing his shirt at home, he feels so elated by it. he looks beautiful, drowing in that huge black button up, legs all exposed, hair messy from his sleep.
he visited the statue as soon as it was open, he asked how is dan heng doing.
underneath the craziness, there lies a foundation of pure love between them and that is freaking beautiful.
i’m sorry but i love the angst potential of renheng in which ren ALWAYS sees dan heng as yinyue jun, and dan heng is utterly devastated by it because he loves ren for ren, not yingxing.
in a modern setting, if blade has a social
media account, he would be the most inactive person ever but once in a while he only posts pictures of his boyfriend dan heng with cute and romantic and poetic captions and it *always* goes viral.
dan heng doesn’t even remember his past life, he also has a skewed vision about dan feng. just like ren.
now i know the prosecutors were definitely going hater 101 while educating dan heng about dan feng, so jing yuan’s note seems even sadder to me now.
#renheng
🍁 morning after.
blade wakes up to dan heng shifting in his arms, lidded eyes adjusting to the dark room. even though, dan heng was easily visible with his fair skin and illuminating hair.
he shouldn't be so beautiful; blade thinks is unfair that he is.
his white hair really was due to aging 😭 i can’t imagine the foreboding pain dan feng had to experience; knowing that yingxing’s death was soon and he’d have to watch him grow old and withered and eventually pass away…
#renheng
for
#renhengweek2023
day 2 - jealousy/possessiveness (modern au, renheng run a café together)
blade is a jealous person. although, he tries to hide it. but it’s incredibly hard when everyone in the world seems to want your (secret) boyfriend.
it is time to accept the fact that dan heng and ren are both equally haunted by each other and it is not just a one way street. their lores are so complexly combined and intertwined, it’s actually quite beautiful to think about.
it seriously hurts me deeply how even though yinyue jun is (technically) dead and dan heng is simply a shadow of his past, he still carries things he feels were important for his past self😭
#renheng
(very normal Thoughts)
"imbibitor lunae..." he calls, reaching his hand out to grasp nothing. it only seemed like yesterday when a beautiful being would turn around to face him once he called that out.
dan heng before stopping at xianzhou luofu : i am banned from that land, i cannot step foot there.
dan heng as soon as he heard blade is in xianzhou luofu : i have to go there IMMEDIATELY
imagining dan feng giving yingxing the bracer as gift with the soft, gentle look on his face- a loving smile playing on his lips as he puts the bracer on his hand.
“should you ever find yourself alone, remember, the warmth from the bracer is a reminder that i’m alive for you.”
past
#renheng
thoughts where dan heng braids blade's white hair, admiring how soft and pretty it is.
he weaves a red ribbon in it, like a stream of blood in a mountain of snow. it was beautiful; blade was beautiful. dan heng smiles to himself, bringing the hair near his lips &
#renheng
first time when blade is feeling nervous about it and he's taking it very slow with yinyue jun. impatient yinyue jun says "hurry up, i won't break you know."
but blade sighs, pulling him into a hug and whispering, "i feel you just might. and i cannot live with that."
#jingheng
would be the softest most precious friends to lovers ship ever. hear me out.
they both are so much in love with each other and they’re so casual about it. jing yuan would kiss dan heng’s neck when they hug, and dan heng wouldn’t think it’s a big deal at all. jy would+
#jingheng
(friends with benefits, one sided yearning, jealousy, slight renheng crumbs)
“don’t go…” jing yuan whispers, pulling dan heng closer to him. dan heng snuggles, inhaling the sweet scent of his lover. but he was not actually his lover.
#renheng
au where dan heng is an exiled princess of xianzhou who travels far away to a small town where he meets a handsome, generous yet mysterious blacksmith who goes by the name “ren.”
the blacksmith offers the exiled prince a place to stay, without knowing his full origin.
love the idea of a modern au where silver wolf is blade’s younger sister and when renheng start dating, dan heng becomes her gaming buddy. but the one thing silver wolf hates about him is that he is too good at video games and it’s very difficult to win against him 😭
#renheng
thoughts based on that one line i read about them earlier.
blade despises everything about him. the way he looks, the way he smiles. the way he calls his name in sweet poison. it fills his heart with nothing but pure bitterness.
#jingheng
thoughts !!
when jing yuan’s hologram visits the astral express, he always pays a visit to the archives. watching dan heng holed up in the tiny room pains him because of past memories but he looks happy. dan heng looks content, which was different from before.
blade, manic and insane : finally…. i caught you…. I'm going to make you pay…
dan heng :
blade : what, why are you staring at me like that?
dan heng : I'm sorry but why do you have a butterfly clip on your head? i can’t take anything you say seriously with that.
ren is like a sopping wet cat with fierce eyes and mental illness who saw dan heng and decided that’s his person for real and for life and he hasn’t moved on since. no matter how much dan heng pushes him away, he keeps coming back demanding attention and pets. i love him.
obviously ren will eventually see dan heng as his own person and love him for him and yinyue jun would be a thing of the past, mhm its true i was a fly in hoyoverse meeting.
everytime i see my layout i can't help but imagine this scenario
dan heng : why do i feel.. like someone is watching me..
blade : I'm gonna fuck this man
jing yuan : im going out with my boyfriend.
dan heng, oblivious : oh? when?
jing yuan : it depends. when are you free?
dan heng :
dan heng : oh my god.
blade, sighing : it’s always “what are you doing ren??” and never “how are you doing ren?”
jing yuan, handcuffing him : dude you broke into astral express and tried to kidnap dan heng.
the dispatch memes are making me chuckle like imagine fr if the xianzhou folks found out that two of the quintet are dating each other and it’s the revered yinyue jun and yingxing, the blacksmith.
the headlines would’ve been crazy that day.
yinyue jun who has been tortured in the prison… jing yuan who breaks his chains and orders everyone to leave him alone… the general carries the injured and exhausted dragon back to his quarters, nursing his wounds and taking care of him.
either ren has distorted memories about yinyue jun being the bad guy or yinyue jun actually did something that hurt ren so bad he’s chasing him into afterlife and beyond.
#renheng
for
#renhengweek2023
day 3 - ice skating au (modern setting, olympic games au)
⚔️🍁
dan heng is not joking when he says that he did not expect to wake up naked next to his skating coach after his winning match.