Carmen
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One day at a time. đź“Ť
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Joined June 2024
nothing to record. just more roads and trees and desert and water. everything is the same when you’re alone. even the cigarettes don’t sting like they did
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“do you ever think about the future at all?” —— “you know, you don’t want to go anywhere, and that’s why all the same shit is gonna keep happening to you: because you want it to.”
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I live inside a deep pain. Being trapped in a small black box—that can’t be set down anywhere. An abortion. Scraping it out. Terrible ache—a bloody mess. Standing in a wind tunnel. I feel dizzy. All my energy goes into bracing myself—not being blown over. 10/19/70
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been a week of beautiful sights. biggest world imaginable. and beautiful people who come and go. lovely, kind people. people i can’t hurt. or use. or let down. everything is perfect. promise.
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It was definitely a nice thought. Thanks anyway, Eva. It was nice to feel like I had a real home again, even for a minute. arm’s length is the best distance.
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🎶take take take take take take it all, and give it all awayyy🎶
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just got to my next crash in ohio. today’s plan is “rest my garbage ankles and read Treasure Island until i can’t stay awake”
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