If you called, I would answer

I hope you’re having a good day I miss you something fierce

I miss you

Oh I miss miss you today

I might be talking to the void but it’s still nice to talk to you even if you don’t hear me

I’ve thought of you all day

A customer called my name today and for a split second i thought it was you

I miss you

You always knew what to say, can you say what I need to hear tonight

I cut most of my hair off and got a new tattoo, you would have liked it

I hope most days you call me

I skipped town for a few days, i thought about you when i left

If you’re out there, I miss you

I’ve been told I’m evil for how I treat romantic relationships, till I explained I’m terrified of commitment. The idea of giving someone a piece of me, risking my freedom. Maybe I am evil, not wanting commitment keeping everything no strings attached.

I wish I could still call you, you always made me laugh

I don’t know if you’re out there but if you are I miss you I wish we could be close again I know it’s not our reality but it’s a nice thought

I miss you I wish I could hear your voice

I desperately need a friend

Believing in the universe sometimes feels like joke; believing the universe will bring people in and out of your life yet seeing someone who is cause of so much pain feels like the universe is slapping in you in the face.

Self medicating to feel like I’m in control; feeling like my being has too much energy to exhale. Forever frozen, rooted in the past, scared to graze into the future