i wanna try this too :D unpinning at 50 kg! ♡ i'll reward myself with a tasty lemonade from my favorite coffee shop

i thought it was just my depression making its big comeback but it seems that it isn't just that? i'll still going to therapy so they give me my meds back 😓

my doctor said i've got anemia, i wonder if that's why i'm often angry and tired. i'm gonna do some more exams, then start taking supplements and keep restricting lmaoo

also i think it's 9.3 g of fibre?

all of this is 48 g of protein for only 386 cals and it's so tasty 🤤🤤🤤 i couldn't hold myself so i ate before taking the photo lmao

i really wanna ruin my body and life just out of spite lmao

what if i start to vomit purge while my parents are home so i ruin their lives a little so they can have more motives to keep fighting and yelling everyday

i'll try to burn it all by dancing all night :P

i feel like if i was able to eat those chocolate cookies maybe i wouldn't have eat a lot out of anxiety. also my parents fights don't let me sleep lmao

sooo... what happened calorically today cannot happen again this month ok?

i want to puke 😭 too many vanilla cookies

1100 cals in one sitting i think i should up my intake so this doesn't happen again lmao

idrc, fuck (most) nurses and doctors 🖕🖕🖕

almost crashed out at the clinic today. i've always been a bit impulsive when angry but i was also really hungry lmao

i wish i could be skinny by tomorrow. losing weight is so slow i'm already feeling unmotivated, but i gotta keep trying 😿

like bruh the steam sterilizer is almost as heavy as me and it's not breaking the counter 😮‍💨

my boss told me i could break the counter if i sit on it sooo, guess i gotta starve even harder until no one could even think of that again!!!

qrt with 5 of ur fav safe foods! mine: whole bread kefir turkey ham almond milk chocolate >75% cocoa

guess i gotta walk like crazy today and tomorrow 😹

my mom made me eat kfc again i wanna kms

recently i've noticed that my arms veins get really noticeable after some walk or work, so now my new goal is for them to be noticeable even when i wake up in the morning