for almost 2 years i havent genuinely raged on osu until today (playing dandelion 3 mod)
i almost destroyed something but my mom got me to stop and after talking about it with her i started laughing and realizing how stupid it was
ily mom ❤️
#TheRoundtableLA
was my first ever LAN experience and I never thought I would be there at all, let alone play.
Getting to witness such a large concentration of top osu players in a single area was mind-blowing.
I loved being with everyone there and wish it happens again.
❤️
i always thought utami was just a very charismatic and friendly guy; even if he had his shortcomings sometimes. he was one of the nicest people to talk to, especially at the roundtable.
after everything that happened 1-2 days ago, im at a complete loss for words.
2023 osu goals:
- 2 digit (i technically hit it hours after xexxar rework but that doesnt count)
- 900pp (1k if i get lucky)
- another tourney badge
- stream >200bpm consistently
- make owc usa
- be a more consistent and well-rounded player
- meet new people and make friends!
if anyone is currently concerned about me right now: yes i am fine, there is nothing to worry about.
the thought of losing everything in the moment terrified me though.