.𝑒na̲ . 𝒶no̲n
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꒰ ᐡ⠀.⠀diary⠀of⠀a⠀post⠀mortem⠀prince⠀ ᕱᕱ ⠀ #えな binge⠀eater⠀ ੯‧̀͡ᥬ⑅ྀི ⠀18YR ⠀ blk zombie prince⠀178cm @hashidaluv ♱ 1O . O1⠀♱⃓⠀priv : @25jienan⠀ദ്ദി((;◔ᴗ◔;))
O⠀dys⠀binge⠀free⠀♱⃓⠀ bmi⠀38.0
Joined November 2024
꒰ ᐡ not even cutting helps anymore i still seriously wanna barf
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bed is the worse ed cuz everything i do i want to celebrate it with food
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꒰ ᐡ i wanna make my profile simpler how long my bio is feels like i’m trying to compensate for something lol
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꒰ ᐡ need to stop letting my emotions control me . that’s why i haven’t lost any weight yet . i need to focus on eating based on [ TDEE - 500 ] & intermittent fasting . whenever i lose my mind i restrict for like a week then just binge
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꒰ ᐡ if i can finish this fast then i can do anything . i’ll lose all the weight again
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꒰ ᐡ the boredom is unbearable but i’m so beautiful under all this fat i just know it . i need to get rid of it like the story of the ugly duckling i am that duckling . food is punishment
꒰ ᐡ starting another fast & if i don’t get to at least 1OOHRS on it i’m slicing myself six ways to sunday istg 💢
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꒰ ᐡ i lost 94LBS in 10 months & was praised so heavily for it . now 2YRS later it’s all gone & im back at my highest weight . what am i gonna do
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꒰ ᐡ meal planning could help w binging but food goes by so fast in my house i can’t reliably make a plan . i dunno what to do i just want to stop eating i want my body back . i want my life back .
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꒰ ᐡ starting another fast & if i don’t get to at least 1OOHRS on it i’m slicing myself six ways to sunday istg 💢
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꒰ ᐡ jirai subcul && the jersey style speaks to me more than the dresses n skirts … i need to lose weight rn 💧
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i’m having like nightmares abt it 😭
꒰ ᐡ idk what to do i can’t stop eating & it’s ruining everything . i can’t focus i can’t sleep i can’t fit into my clothes i can’t do anything . i don’t even want to leave the house anymore bc of how hideous it’s all made me . i hate it
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꒰ ᐡ tried to cvt & it wasn’t as deep as it usually is — i think my blades are dull
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꒰ ᐡ binging instead of cutting i hate how it’s one or the other
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꒰ ᐡ idk what to do i can’t stop eating & it’s ruining everything . i can’t focus i can’t sleep i can’t fit into my clothes i can’t do anything . i don’t even want to leave the house anymore bc of how hideous it’s all made me . i hate it
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> argues with fp > fp gets upset > expect to be taken care of
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