uhm,,bee doesn’t usually like asking for help, but needs it bad! mental health has been kickin my heiny !! any support, shares helps bee a lot 🥹 https://t.co/1ukEV7QHts

Ahh..wanna die wanna die… i want to kill myself…

Bee is a failure bee is a failure…

also bee DOES have chronic illness 💕

i feel so annoying and alone with my friends…

bein mentally ill is so draining !! like yes !! i DO want to become suicidal and have a depressive episode when my fp doesn’t answer my texts even though i know he’s busy ; yes i DO wanna claw off my skin when i get stressed

so nervous, doctor might diagnose bee with a chronic illness .. they already had to do surgery ;-;

i LOVE when people can’t take no for an answer!! ESPECIALLY MEN!! And i also just looove it when they threaten to beat me because i said no ^^ !! i love it even MORE when it’s at my JOB

I just wanted to spend time with you, watch a movie i’ve been dying to see but waited b/c i wanted it to be with you..yet you’re so focused on something else i feel so annoying because i’m telling you facts about what i’m so interested in..about the film and you just..look bored

i feel like i’m a terrible person for eatin’ so much at times. I want to keep myself at a small weight but also wanna be a certain body type but everytime i think about it i get so sad and stressed thinkin i’ll make family disappointed for not staying “model weight”

puppbei is so dumb, so pathetic, so useless !! how can i be smart but such a dummy at the same time?! what is da point if i can’t do anythin righy!!! i cried playin sudoku b/c i felt so dumb i couldn’t do something so simple!! why do i have to bee so STUPID?!?!

I envy people who can die, i can’t even properly kill myself i always end up waking up after every attempt i wonder what protects me so much that it lets me refuse death

i want to sleep forever, i think of killing myself a lot recently as of late and i want to cut. I want to be better but it’s so hard I feel like a fat pig, i feel useless, ugly and horrible and only see myself as some object rather than a person. I want to die.

Ugh…i hurt myself on rusted metal(accident >_<;;) ..i thought i’d get a pretty scar or bruise!! all i got is needing a tetanus shot…i even waited a complete i think…12 days now? and the scar isn’t even pretty…

“i miss you!! / why?” Never mind i effing hate you!!!

Sometimes you gotta take ya own life

Everytime i have a conversation with my father he just ragebaits me and he makes me want to relapse so bad

“you act like this since you have no father figure!!” WRONGGG i have a father and he’s the reason i am the way i am

i don’t think fat people shpuld be mean…you’re meant to be jolly…you can’t be fat AND mean like !!!…pick a struggle?

August !