Let this season teach you a lot of things. Like COMPASSION for example. 🤓

I'm missing someone I shouldn't be missing. Pero I can live with it. It will pass. I hope by the time he reached out I'm not feeling this intense feeling or urge to see him cos I will just say yes to anything. Hahahaha marufowwkkk!

Yung wala na talaga epekto at wala na talaga ikaw maramdaman kahit ano para sa kanya. Nakakatuwa lang. Akala ko kasi kahit papano meron pa. Wala na pala talaga. It is so liberating to make peace with your past.

No foundations whatsoever and for him maybe im just a good for nothing girl but what to expect? I know my place when we felt that. It's nothing and the idea of it being nothing came from me too. Minsan kasi bibig ko taklesa sa prangka. I deserve better alam naman nia yun.

I need to acknowledge my feelings. I also need to consider that sometimes it's all in the mind. I can miss him but that's it. I need to feel what I need to feel. It is always just my pride but it is justified and on the right side. I can't allow myself to give in. Good thing.

Naiinis lang ako isipin na wala lang ako. Ego nga toh. Daig ko pa lalake sa pride at ego nakakainis!

I hope he will not be so proud looking down on me. Tama naman to. Masakit nga lang sa ego na parang ako pa talaga. Ako pa ba? I won't chase no. Limang taon nga kong single. Sayo pa ba? Never!

Di ko man momi si auntie siya yung taong ayaw kong mawala kung pede lang wag na siya tumanda. Siya lang yung taong love ko ng higit pa sa buhay ko. My favorite day is March 13 when my auntie was born.

Im starting to miss him or baka hormones lang to.

I chose to settle for less. Now I've been given less than what I deserve. What do I expect? #tangalang

Grabe bat ganon di ko naman iniisip ex ko napanaginipan ko. Hahahahaha nagyakap daw kami and sabi ko oy di mo ko nakilala ilang beses na tau nagtagpo. Ang weird. Masaya naman ako nung nakita ko siya walang bitterness or anything. Masayang parang nakakita ng close friend. Lol

I thought wrong hahahaha Just the beginning I dunno. Gang saan ako dadalhin ng kahunghangan ko?

Yung masahol pa ko sa kanya. Haaayyyy Manhid na yata ako talaga. #sinner

Can I? Could I? Will I? Say that I missed you.... Maybe not. I'd rather die.

Today I'll just go with it. Whatever it may be. #wannakissandmakeup

My ego is hurt. Learning to be ok with that. I dunno should i teach him a lesson? Maldita pa nga ako. Hahahahaa

I dunno I can't say no. What I'm scared of is if he will be close or dear to my heart I will have a hard time letting go. Or maybe not. I dunno how I will become. Will I be a crazy bitch again or just a chill one. I learned the art of chillin these past years.

I can't help but miss the moment not the person. Till when...

I remember kilig na kilig ako sa mga notes ng ex ko. Kahit sa punit na notebook pa yun or sa netbook ko. I so love notes and letters. Something na may personal touch. Bakit ko naalala kasi yung food delivery may notes. Ang happy ko hahahaha. Di ba it's not the material things.

I learned my lesson. Please set me free.

Im sure that I am not. But I want to be 100% so I can move forward. I will wait and see.