nevermind not delusional anymore #norelapse😈

yep i relapsed, recovery moots i suggest you unfollow me, love you lots and i wish you guys well :)

tw relapse ed . . . every day relapsing becomes more and more tempting😅😅🙈

tw// ed, relapse parents be tempting a relapse the way they hogging the kitchen😂😂😂😂

i had enough willpower to start this shit and now i have enough to end it #real

me when i get silly and accidentally trigger myself on twt 😂🤣

tw ed / / / / / i just miss everything about my old body :/

tw ed i’m so sick and tired of changing all the time i literally wanna relapse so badly rn i miss how i looked so badly but i know it wont do any good :( i just wish i could accept how i look and be happy with it but when i know how i can look i cant

birthday wishlist: emotionally present father🥰🙈

mood when u go to the store to buy smth cause ur hungry and u wanna try this one new pastry and they just happen to not be selling it!!!!!!

tw// ed stuff i honestly hate eating at this point i hate craving food i hate being hungry i just wanna be fuellwd all the fucking time without having to eat i hate thinking about food i just hate everything about food

#sickandtiredofextremehunger

new obsession: tortillas with biscoff and jam. i’ve had like 4 of these today already💀💀💀

the consequences of recovery: biscoff and strawberry jam tortilla boat

only been on my meal plan for 2 weeks and i’m already sick of it😕

TW?// i fucking hate mental hunger i’m so tired of craving chocolate because i feel so physically disgusted after eating it atp but i know i have to honor my cravings so i will but like idk how much longer i can do this without getting sick💀

aint no way. TW // mention of ana etc

and they’re litwrally ENCOURAGING me to exercise after my doctor specifically told them i need to rest and limit ALL physical activity. they’re literally shit at this and i feel like this is just gonna spiral

TW// i hate my fucking parents why are they so bad at treating me???? i literally fucking skipped breakfast bc of stress and no one noticed or cared, like do they want me to be ill???