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𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 , 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝑑𝑜 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜．
Joined December 2025
everywhere i go, i’m haunted by your ghost.
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“I don’t think I can ever get past anything until I get some kind of closure. I get it you don’t want to talk about it, but I’m still bothered and I’m hurt.” He looked away, “but you don’t care and that’s fine… at least I tried.”
“It’s not that I don’t care,” he adjusted his long hair. “It’s just that… It’s okay, Tobirama. I don’t want to think much about the war, I want to focus on this village and what we’re trying to build here. It’s hard when you keep remembering me about these things.”
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he pauses, and turns away, “I can’t do this anymore.. I’m trying so hard to fix things and have you understand but you really do not care.” he sighed softly, hashirama he has tried to be civil. “whatever, go back to sleep.”
“That’s because you woke me up when I was having the best sleep in days.” Another sigh. Low move, since Madara was a damn insomniac.
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“I can see you, you know— you have a tensed up vein on your temple.” He held his hand. “Just let me help a little bit, and I’ll leave you alone forever.”
“Stop this, it’s pointless,” he touched the other’s hand to pull him away from his face. “I told you I’m fine.”
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“Shut up, you’re a hypocrite.” He pouts before touching his face once more and pulled him closer and continued to heal his face.
“The way you feel also harms others, you say hard words and make people feel angry or sad too.” Wasn’t it ironic? An Uchiha telling those things to a Senju. “I feel fine,” but he couldn’t actually see Tobirama’s face very well.
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“the way i feel isn’t self pity.” he sighed, “But it’s not about me right now, come closer, let me see you.”
He tried to pull away since he never really enjoyed to be touched like that or in any other manner, but his muscles relaxed a bit when his headache softened a bit. “Stop with self pity.”
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He brings his hand over Madara’s face and use a healing technique over his eyes, assuming that they hurt from overusage. “I think no one gives me a choice not to be.”
“I think you’re always at defensive mode.” Closing his eyes, he kept trying to wash it until his vision got better——or less worse.
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“Do you think I attack unprovoked?” He gets up and looks at Madara, gently rubbing his temples. “You don’t look too good..”
“So am I the liar now?” Couldn’t he notice that Madara had no energies for any of that? Discussions, politics, the way that the council was always trying to turn him into the butcher. The only thing that mattered was that his little brother was still alive.
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“Don’t lie in front of me. That is not true.” He crossed his arms and then looked at him. “Are you okay?”
He sighed, then looked at himself in the mirror. Madara couldn’t even recognize his own face, it was all blurry and weird——it made him wash his face again, blinking his eyes a bit until he could see better. “I try not to say a word, yet you start.”
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“I’m only rude when you all provoke me—- I’ll be my minding my business and then boom, I’m suddenly the bad guy for having reasonable thoughts. Does it make sense to just let me be a punching back to all of you without fighting back? I’m going to protect myself.”
“You act like the public enemy, that’s why. Always so rude, no one wants to be around or to trust such a rude person.” He washed his face with the fresh water some servant had brought there during the night.
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“It’s not about him, it’s about you, my brother and him.. I’m tired of feeling ganged up.. I’m by myself.. and then when I lash out, suddenly I’m public enemy no. 1, is that fair?” He sat up and watched him move around with a careful eye.
He closed his eyes again, and stretched his neck backwards for a moment. “So was it what you wanted to talk? You really had to wake me up up for this?” Madara got up slowly. “I can’t control him, he’s my brother, not my doll.”
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“your brother keeps telling me that i do not deserve to live and yet you guys can.. and you don’t see an issue with that.” resting his head on the pillow. “it’s.. infuriating, and I’m mad no one wants to take my side.. it’s really lonely.. it makes me feel angrier.”
“well, this village is big enough for us to remain distant from each other.” he leaned a bit on his hands, now behind his waist, on the futon. “i’m just trying to live as much as you, tobirama.”
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he took a deep breath, talking wasn’t within his specialty. he’s trying his best not to be overwhelmed with feelings in his head. “your presence has changed a lot of the dynamics that’s already well seeded in my life. I haven’t really like it.. but I’m sorry.”
uhm. he closed his eyes again, then rubbed them with his hand, slowly sitting up. long hair was everywhere, and he tied them in a ponytail. “talk.”
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just stupid.
sure, tobirama.
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And you know what’s crazy, I have more trust in Madara than you do and I don’t even like him. So evaluate yourself right now. If you leave the village to look for him, you will be blacklisted. I do not give a fuck.
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