making this account specifically to avoid my other socmed accounts and my irl responsibilities. i'll be posting when i want to, what i want to, out of sight of people who know me or expect stuff from me. nothing is wrong with them, i just feel drained by my own routine.

no i don’t have any issues with my own exhausting human body and gender, whatever you mean (lying through my teeth).

i say this as someone who made their pale visitor a transman-turned-genderless-monster.

🫵 all trans headcanons are valid.

it has a little fic because i couldn't help myself https://t.co/gVwCRxurHY

#palegun #ninah cw: torture, stabbing Everything here is built on bones Everything everything everything

oh i forgot to link the story:

note: the pale visitor can snap his legs closed with enough force to bisect the homeowner. the metal poles aren’t restraints as much as they are suggestions. they both know it. their rituals are intricate and brutal.

#palegun #ninah 🔞 cw: stabbing well, take what you want from me you deserve it all nine times out of ten

#palegun #ninah sharing an amazing painting of the homeowner and the (human) pale visitor. sent to me by an attentive reader and a thoughtful artist. it portrays the story i've written so cleverly and so beautifully. 🥹

the comments are lovely and thoughtful and validated each detail i spent agonizing over and it inspired someone to make an ANIMATIC AND ITS SO GOOD HELLO https://t.co/u3BYW0Xzbb

all the love my story has gotten is making me emotional i will actually cry

first thesis defense down! now to celebrate by drawing palegun smut

tacit permission to kick me if you see me active until after the 19th, my first thesis defense.

okay that’d be my last post for a while, gonna be furthering my education. see you in a bit.

#palegun 🔞 consider: the protagonist fisting the pale one.

i’m looking at my two hundred and more followers. i’m very grateful that you’re here and very happy to share my art. i’m also not gonna check everyone. you followed me—i’m not gonna insult your choice or taste. i’m gonna assume you’re an adult and welcome you.

reminder: 🔞account. no minors allowed. i explore ⚠️dark themes. i tag anything potentially triggering but just as a heads up. mute/block liberally, curate your own experience. i’m not actively participating in fandom and won’t be policing anything. not my responsibility.

to draw. once i’m done with my more pressing responsibility (my thesis).

prelude to a brutal sex that would have definitely killed the pale one if he wasn't a super visitor.

#palegun #ninah cw: stab wound you'd look nice in a grave.