Tonight one of my friends made a joke accusing me of pedophilia, I understand this is a common osu player joke but it isn't a joke to me.
I was molested on public transport at the age of 14. It was by an older man around the 60-70 range. No one noticed and I was too young and
jokes and want to let all my friends, or anyone I interact with, know that I'm not okay with it.
From now on, I'd like to ask everyone to not joke about this topic with me. Thank you for understanding.
scared at the time to speak up.
I'm very fortunate to not have trauma from this but I still feel like shit everytime I get reminded. I'm not upset at the person who made the joke, nor anyone who's ever joked about it to me. I'm just tired of pretending I'm okay with these jo
So glad I got the opportunity to play even if I didn't perform very well
With that being said, this is a good time to take a break from osu. This year I had 3k+ plays for 8/10 months and grinded from rank 3k to rank 300
So happy I got to play w/ my inspirations before I leave
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Without this guy right here, I would've never played osu. o7 I miss the old days of 1v1'ing him and sniping each other's plays. Now I just tilt farm and use this game as a coping mechanism.
what a fuckin year
player voted
#16
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#4
state rankings
#43
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#5
global ranking
#2929
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#335
also improved my technical skillsets the last few months, so all in all 2023 was fucking huge for me
jesus christ theres no way people think i speed up my clips
so fucking annoying how i grind for months to get the speed and stamina to play these maps and they just go "its sped up" "ur using relax" 🤓
idk i just cant handle the pedo jokes, they dont even happen that often but they just stick w/ me and i just get too emotional over this shit. maybe i gotta stop interacting w/ people and just play the game alone
i fucking hate how some osu npcs throw out the word groomer/pedo.
you werent touched in public as a 14 year old.
you didnt have to worry about your siblings talking to older strangers on the internet.
it fucking pisses me off how they dont understand the weight of this word.
there's no way this community has the AUDACITY to get mad at down when this is the same community that sent death threats to a_hisa for sending strikes for his OWN work
actually so fucking contradicting