Decision making should be done alone. No one praises you nor does anyone comfort you when you win or lose. Therefore it is meaningless to waiver between hope and despair, and it is just a waste of time.

it's time to roll the dice.

القوة إني أتمسّك بإيماني للنهاية، والقوة إني أفرح حتى في حزني.

still thinking about the best way to structure this.

What do you @need?.