I know I don’t come on this account very often but I had to for this.

Sometimes I think about coming back to this account but I just can’t do it. I still won’t deactivate but it doesn’t feel like the right place for me anymore. I like being on twitter and interacting with the moots. Still sad over saying goodbye to a lot of former friends though.

Changed to @icednatcchiato.

Anyway, that was my one necessary tweet off this account. Back to my main account I go.

8 years ago I saw @State_Champs for the first time. EIGHT YEARS!! Dang. Love you boys.

New Twitter is @NatsSafeHaven. Follow it, don’t follow it, screen shot and send it to people, do whatever. This account and I had a good run, I’m keeping it active but I won’t be on it. If you want to keep up with me, you know where I’ll be. XOXO GossipNat.

I want to deactivate this account so badly but it’s been a part of me for so long. I’ve created a new account but I keep coming back here even though I shouldn’t. Realistically I should leave social media completely but I’m not the kind of person who can live without it.

I don't know who needs to hear this but it is absolutely okay to outgrow friendships, a relationship, a job, the place you live, literally anything. Stop worrying about letting people down if it means living your truth and following your path.

Yeah I needed to see this.

Anyway, I really don’t want to be around any corner of the internet right now. I know I messed up but I don’t think I deserve to be stalked and murdered for this. Nothing makes any sense.

I’m very very VERY sorry. Sorry for everything. There is a cop sitting outside my door just to make sure nobody comes to hurt me. I am so scared.

IM SCARED NO NO NO

Like what does this even mean?? Help????????

I got a death threat today so that’s neat.

Made a new twitter, this one is hella tainted. I know that nobody is gonna want my new one but if you do lemme know.

A restraining order is next. Today I’ve learned that some cops are actually useful.

Police report: filed.

Anyway this might come off as insincere in the moment but I am sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused today. This was not supposed to blow up the way it did. This is why I hate social media so much, but anyway, I’m going to log off now and spend time with my cats and Tim.

The police have advised me to take legal action so I will be looking into it.

Unfollow me, block me, do whatever but I swear to god I’m fine. Even the Polk County Sheriff dismissed me as fine. Im not going to delete those tweets but I promise I’m fine.