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a&e nurse who watches medical dramas for fun. i have a lot of feelings about tv and this is where i talk about them.

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1 year
this is one of the most sinister shots on tv i’ve ever seen actually. the way my stomach lurched 😫 #happyvalley
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lea ✨
1 year
“we’ve had another bit of a tussle” sally wainwright’s writing 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 #happyvalley
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lea ✨
6 years
I have never seen a more realistic portrayal of a panic attack on tv in recent years Rosie Marcel is incredible #HolbyCity
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lea ✨
2 months
this may be cheesy but i grew up watching casualty & it def inspired me to become an A&E nurse & i know i’m not the only one. i loved charlie & duffy. i so wanted to be like them. charlie will be SO missed, but i hope the show continues to be exciting & inspirational #casualty
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lea ✨
2 years
VICKY “I’D HAVE HAPPILY KISSED KELLY MACDONALD, SHE’S GORGEOUS” MCCLURE
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lea ✨
3 years
ppl who only know martin compston from lod thinking he’s putting on a scottish accent every time he’s not steve arnott make me absolutely pee myself laughing tbh
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lea ✨
5 years
Since I properly came out to my mum she’s been finding every opportunity to tell me that she’s absolutely fine with it and I didn’t need to worry but did she have to be this cute with these earrings? 😭🤗🌈
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lea ✨
7 years
Grey's Anatomy is like that pretty ex you keep going back to even though you know you can't trust them & they'll only cause you pain
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lea ✨
6 years
Having sex once does NOT imply consent for the rest of the night #Casualty
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lea ✨
2 months
this episode was the PERFECT send off for charlie. having him decide to retire and not traumatically die was the right decision after everything he’s been through in the past 37 years. i have absolutely no notes. 10/10 flawless writing and oustanding execution #casualty
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2 years
my mum: oh is that your woman from line of duty? me: yes mum: oh she looks much nicer here. she looks less sad doesn’t she? well yes mum she’s not being coerced by a criminal organisation and her uncle’s not her dad 💀
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lea ✨
3 years
just came out to my work friends using the word lesbian and nothing bad happened happy pride month 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈
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lea ✨
7 years
Bernie Wolfe's most important line (for me). Positive representation matters. Thank you ☺️
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lea ✨
7 years
Jemma Redgrave taking a selfie of us on my phone 😭😭😭😭😭 do u wanna know how dead I am ????
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4 years
The montage of the scarecrows coming to life and staggering across the fields is hands down the scariest thing I’ve seen on TV this year 🆘🙅🏻‍♀️ #WorzelGummidge
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lea ✨
7 years
I honestly cannot fathom how ANYONE who values the NHS can even be considering voting for the Conservatives
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lea ✨
7 years
I'm scREAMINg at Bernie Wolfe's character development. "I can't imagine being like that with one of mine" to "I love you, so much"
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10 months
the whole ep was very good but elinor lawless was bloody outstanding. she really captured the split second shifting emotions as stevie navigated that shift 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 #casualty
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lea ✨
6 years
Serena Campbell as a grandmother is all I ever wanted can u believe Holby has given me this????
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lea ✨
4 years
“Uncle Rory’s gay, Auntie Amber’s bi” “Aye” “And there’s me. You’ve got a bit of a rainbow family vibe going grandad” “I’m a live and let live kinda guy” 🌈 🌈🌈🌈🌈 #RiverCity smashing the Good LGBTQ+ rep. That’s my best show 🥰🥰
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lea ✨
3 years
"She was my friend, and I loved her" please I am in one thousand pieces #Unforgotten
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lea ✨
8 years
Just some photos to bless ur timelines 💕💕💕💕
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lea ✨
7 years
I love one (1) man
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lea ✨
7 years
This season of @nbcsvu is so strong 💪🏻 Emotional, relatable, relevant storylines, continuity & amazing character development 🎉
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lea ✨
4 years
I got the A&E job I interviewed for last week and I’m just so excited for the opportunity😭
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lea ✨
5 years
AM I REALLY FEELING THIS BRAVE TODAY?????
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lea ✨
7 years
Pls never let me complain about my life again because I have been BLESSED 💜💜💜💜
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lea ✨
2 years
berena veterans i see you and i hear you. all your feelings are valid. mostly i’m hoping for bernie to sexily stress smoke a cigarette and for their wedding not to take place in the fucking hospital car park.
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lea ✨
5 years
Bernie Wolfe changed my whole outlook on life. I found friends here who helped me accept my sexuality after hiding & hating myself for yrs. I came out to my family & this year, to all the people who didn’t know yet. My story isn’t unique. She was so important. This is her legacy.
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lea ✨
7 years
Bernie Wolfe's most important line (for me). Positive representation matters. Thank you ☺️
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lea ✨
3 years
chatting with a patient & he mentioned he’d been married for 72 years!! i asked him what the secret to a marriage that long was & he went “duck, i don’t think there is one, i just love her to bits that’s all you can do” 🥺🥺🥺 god i love my job so much for moments like this.
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lea ✨
7 years
Pls ignore the glare on my glasses 😭but this happened today and I'm overwhelmed 💜💜💜
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lea ✨
7 years
I still can't believe Holby City gave us soft, hand holding, blanket sharing, nose nuzzling, hopeful Berena & I'm so grateful 😭💜 #ItMatters
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lea ✨
4 years
I’m in bits honestly. None of us do this job for praise but to see the turnout of people coming out their houses to clap and cheer for the NHS was the MOST uplifting thing 😭😌 I was cheering right alongside my the rest of my street for my inspirational colleagues 💛
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lea ✨
2 years
what a beautiful love letter to the nhs jac’s voiceover was. devastated isn’t the word actually #holbycity
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lea ✨
5 years
I did it. And I have been so so overwhelmed with love and support. I feel so much lighter. I don’t have to hide anymore and I wish I’d done this years ago. I wasn’t ready then but I am so so ready to live my truth now.
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lea ✨
5 years
AM I REALLY FEELING THIS BRAVE TODAY?????
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lea ✨
4 years
Last day of undergrad 7 years ago vs. last day of nursing training. I was so so unwell w/ depression & undiagnosed PTSD in 2013 it was a miracle that dissertation got submitted. The right meds, EMDR therapy, a lot of hard work & I’m 7 years stronger, in a whole new career 💪🏻💪🏻
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lea ✨
2 years
bought three boxes of these and the lady on the checkout goes “oh taking advantage of that yellow sticker!!” and for SOME REASON i say “oh yeah my kids love them”. kids. plural 🤯 she continues the conversation 🥴 so anyway they’re called nora and oliver they’re 4 and 6 😂
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lea ✨
2 years
i’m quite vocally not the biggest fan of a lot of the choices the writers made with berena but bernie wolfe remains one of the most important and influential characters on tv for me. her impact on my life at a time when i was struggling with my identity was immense actually.
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lea ✨
7 years
Bernie Wolfe's most important line (for me). Positive representation matters. Thank you ☺️
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lea ✨
7 years
"Eleanor's early costumes made me look like I was built like a brick sh*thouse" jemMA
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lea ✨
3 years
This just got posted through my door from my neighbours and I’m in absolute bits how at lovely this this 😭😭
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lea ✨
5 years
At placement there’s a new nurse started & in conversation w/ a group she kept referring to her “partner”. When it was just us 2 talking, she started saying “my wife”. She pointed out my rainbow lanyard & said she knew it would be safe to tell me & it’s made me really emotional🌈
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lea ✨
4 years
Yooooo I thought I’d finished my nursing degree with a Pass bc of some *dismal* essay resubmissions but I’ve just got my final results and my overall mark was 60.50% who means it’s a Merit and I know that’s not the be all and end all but I’m just so pleased 😭😭😭😭😭
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lea ✨
5 years
#HolbyCity has not made me feel emotions like this since they killed Raf di Lucca tbh I am beside myself. Ange and Ruth talking as mums. “It’s the worst thing... and it’s not okay.” What incredible writing. Gut wrenching performances 💔😭
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lea ✨
7 years
I have spent so long hating my body but tonight I ran 8k without stopping for the first time and I am so proud of my sweaty, jiggly self 😘
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lea ✨
3 years
do i take back every bad thing i said about holby city ??? no bc it was still a cruel and shitty thing to do. am i still going to watch bernie wolfe walk back into my life next week ??? absolutely i fucking well am
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lea ✨
3 years
i've got a massive crush on the post lady and today when she told me she doesn't ring the doorbell when she sees my curtains are closed bc she knows i've been on a nightshift my heart went all 🥰 lmaooo when am i getting a gf so i can stop being this way????
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lea ✨
7 years
Bernie to Ric: Serena wants you to come too, pick some grapes... Me to the BBC: Do a location episode in the south of France!!!!!!
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lea ✨
2 years
the only christmas jumper i wanna wear is ted hastings saying “jesus, mary and joseph and the wee donkey” tbh
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lea ✨
4 years
It’s my mum’s 64th birthday today and in the past year she’s had two major surgeries, been shielding since March, weaned herself off all her strong painkillers & kicked her abusive ex out the house after 20 years. Don’t know a stronger woman, she’s my absolute inspiration 💪🏻💛
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lea ✨
10 years
Rollins may be a hot mess but she's a hot hot mess #SVU http://t.co/JOHBzKq4iA
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lea ✨
5 years
Okay London 😍
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lea ✨
3 years
imagine if i had simply, chosen not to watch line of duty??? i can't imagine it at all
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lea ✨
2 years
there is no way on gods green earth lana is sleeping with this moist ham sandwich of a man #triggerpoint
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lea ✨
4 years
Positive story time! Last wk I looked after a man w/ covid-19. He was v v sick. We were were reading messages from his family to him as he was almost completely unresponsive. Yesterday, he was sitting up in a chair able to FaceTime & speak to his family & celebrate his birthday.
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lea ✨
3 years
I cried like a baby 😭
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lea ✨
7 years
Like don't give berena so much tragedy I want their biggest angst to be bc Bernie drank all the milk and put the empty carton back
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lea ✨
7 years
Can u believe if u look in the dictionary the definition of sunshine is literally just a picture of Bernie Wolfe smiling???
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lea ✨
3 years
is it still a bury your gays trope if the lesbian pulls a lazarus and comes back from the fucking dead ???? holby wtf
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Just seven days to go... #HolbyCity
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lea ✨
4 months
i’ve found this episode of #casualty so difficult to watch. this is truly what it’s like every day at work. it’s utterly relentless and they’ve done a good job of capturing just how demoralising, frustrating and sometimes dangerous it is working in these conditions.
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lea ✨
2 years
lod series six characters if they were in the great british sewing bee; a… thread 🧵 🪡 🐝 #lineofduty #greatbritishsewingbee
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lea ✨
2 years
in nicer news i came home and my family have fully rejected my “i don’t want a birthday fuss” 😭😭💕
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lea ✨
3 years
If you don’t think hospitals are struggling just look at this
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lea ✨
7 years
"It's always blowing a sodding gale" Jemma abt elstree studios
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lea ✨
7 years
Bernie hasn't smiled like that since Serena left to find her happiness. Now she's leaving to find hers 💜🌈🍇🏥 #holbycity #berena
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lea ✨
5 years
I am Very Emotional 😭😭😭😭
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lea ✨
2 years
i just really would like to have ten minutes w/ the prime minister so i can tell him exactly what it was like to hold an ipad up to a dying persons face so their family could be with them as they took their last breath, unfortunately it’s clear that he just doesn’t give a fuck
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lea ✨
5 years
I walked home from the student union drunk nearly 9 years ago. It was 3am. I was raped by a man who decided my “no” wasn’t worth listening to. It’s taken me those 9 years to realise it wasn’t my fault. Women should be able to walk at night without men deciding to attack them.
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lea ✨
7 years
My mum is very in love with charity shop shopping & is also increasingly supportive of my sexuality and she came home with these today 🌈😍😂
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lea ✨
7 years
Bernie Wolfe: I can take it, I'm tough. I'm bloody tough & I love you... I love you enough to put up with anything... Me: *screams in gay*
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lea ✨
6 years
Just saw the purest thing shared to my Facebook, a nursing home in Wales brought snow in for the residents and it's made my heart so warm look at their faces ☺️😌
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lea ✨
5 years
“She‘s fat...she cannot run” hahaha fuck off fuck off fuck off. I’m fat (obese actually according to BMI) & I run. I’ll never be the fastest, but that’s not the point. Work out clothes are for EVERYbody regardless of shape or size or ability. What absolute drivel this article is.
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Tanya Gold: 'The new mannequin is obese, and she is not readying herself for a run in her shiny Nike gear. She cannot run. She is, more likely, pre-diabetic and on her way to a hip replacement. What terrible cynicism is this on the part of #Nike ?'
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lea ✨
6 years
I’ve been working really hard to overcome my anxiety & ptsd & I’m so much better than I was, but I’m still struggling, especially with anxiety recently. This last term was tough. But I’m so happy to share I’ve just finished year 1 of nursing w/ a First! I feel so strong today💪🏻
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lea ✨
3 years
Christmas night shifts are a go! Hope you all have the best Christmas Eve/Day you can despite these odd and difficult times. Sending extra love to those of you who are spending the festive season alone, I know how hard it is 🧡🧡
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lea ✨
2 years
i can’t believe we lose her on sunday
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lea ✨
2 years
this is so much uglier in person i love it so much i can’t wait to wear this on christmas day tbh 🤗
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lea ✨
8 years
"I always thought Kate was married to a woman" Way to kill a fangirl Jemma
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lea ✨
4 years
I’ve been quite unwell these past few days with covid. I’m lucky that I’ve had it relatively mildly. But I’m still so fatigued I can’t make it through the day without naps. I’m breathless walking up the stairs. My joints ache. But I’m okay. Hope you’re all staying safe 🧡
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lea ✨
7 years
Today is the day Berenice Griselda Wolfe breaks through a locked metal door in order to get to her partner Serena Wendy Campbell 🙃🙃🙃
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lea ✨
5 years
Man got mortally offended this morning when I told him to piss off after he pulled out my earphone so he could tell me to smile. It was 6:30, I was tired & most importantly just don’t touch me or come into my personal space. I’m done being polite to these arseholes.
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lea ✨
5 years
Knackered but content (and still glittery)❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 #Pride
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lea ✨
7 years
Fandoms don't just disappear when characters leave shows, or shows end. Friends you make bc u share a love for something are special
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lea ✨
3 years
Both doses done 💉 #vaccinated
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lea ✨
7 years
Jemma: What's your name again? Me:*open my mouth to say my name* Jemma: Leanne! I knew that! How is she the greatest human on the planet?😍💜
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lea ✨
3 years
if ted hastings made greetings cards
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10 years
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lea ✨
7 years
These are old but I like them 💁🏻 #LGBTbabes
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lea ✨
2 years
i’m gonna be an auntie 😭😭😭 this has made my year 🥰
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lea ✨
2 years
you known what i just love is that once an actor has played a sapphic they will accumulate this highly dedicated fan base that’ll follow and support them from project to project regardless of what it is and i just think that’s so wholesome actually 🥰
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2 years
@heathtrash the host asked a question about the sexual tension between jo and kate and vicky was like “yeah of course there was” and jed agreed and then vicky said THAT
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5 years
My mum has finally kicked out her emotionally abusive boyfriend of 15+ years and I asked her why she’d bought vacuum bags to put his clothes in instead of just bin bags & she said “just bc he’s a arsehole doesn’t mean I have to be” honestly she’s a better woman than I’ll ever be
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2 years
we waited longer for a flemson kiss than liz truss was prime minister for
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lea ✨
4 years
The best thing I ever done was train to be a nurse. I’m privileged to have worked with so many nurses, healthcare assistants & midwives who were all AMAZING role models who have helped me become the nurse I am today. I’m so excited to never stop learning! #InternationalNursesDay
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lots of people who had rainbows on their windows during covid absolutely slagging nurses today as if striking wasn’t an exceptionally hard choice to make. we just wanna do our jobs and be paid fairly for it. we just want to do our jobs *safely* with the right amount of staff.
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lea ✨
4 years
First selfie in my blues👩🏻‍⚕️💙
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lea ✨
4 years
Shoutout to my cousin’s three year old who took this photo of me (ft. messy hair, eye bags and red face) and I actually really like it. That’s a genuine smile on my face folks. I am Content.
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lea ✨
3 years
me meeting one of the new doctors and she points out my lesbian flag earrings match the wee badge she has on her lanyard 🥺
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lea ✨
7 years
@BDrawerOfficial laughed out loud *and* cried at the performance tonight. Relatable, emotive & v important. Wonderful piece of theatre! 👏🏻
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lea ✨
4 years
I feel like I’ve been moaning a lot so here’s a positive story from work☺️There’s an elderly husband & wife on our ward, both, thankfully, recovering. They’re in separate bays but now they’re well enough to get up every now & then to wave at each other across the corridor😌
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