my cat got put down a few days ago, ive never been so miserable in my life im sorry i wont be posting for a while the grief is fucking terrible

bro.. hold me bro … i just had an awful nightmare… bro.. the vibes… bro the vibes .. they were bad … bro the vibes were bad .. kiss me bro.. i was so afraid bro…i love you bro ..

my problem is “maybe I should just kill myself” is always my immediate thought

listening to music where i don’t know a thing because it’s in another language

A little bit of suicide in my life Little bit of kill myself on my side Little bit of dying is all I need Little bit of death is what I see

i drew meeple with my feet

His little squint😞😞he can’t see without his glasses!! Put his glasses on!!

Blue Canairy is two years old

i made this immediately after but i wanted to wait or else itd seem like im trying too hard

なでなでなでなでなで

he is begging for 250 grams of unsalted butter

Life update:

being squished by mama...!!!!

#starters

little plushies

feeing guilty

if im truthful with you . ive fallen into a bit of a melancholy as of late. 💌

“everyone’s a little bit autistic” “everyone’s a little bit suicidal” “everyone’s a little bit depressed”

masturbating in rage

im all over the place

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