Got my vaccines through Carbon Health/LAFD. No, acne and asthma are two things I am not now suffering from post-vax. But I do have POTS, Afib, SVT, and breast cancer, and as a previously healthy woman with a lot of “coincidences” I would love to be studied!

This is how, from the beginning, they've lied to and convinced everyone that vaccine injuries are "rare".

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In recovery after heart ablation❤️‍🩹. It won’t fix the POTS/tachycardia, but hopefully it stops the worst of the other arrhythmias🤞🏻

I've survived SO much in the past 1569 days since being injured by a vaccine. So many, too many, heartbeats, ER visits, cardiologist visits, oncologist visits, major surgery, radiation, medications. I'll be having a heart ablation on Monday. I'm truly scared.

RT @weathertrackus: For those who don't quite understand geography.

With family in Japan, Alaska, Washington, Oregon, and living here in California, going to be a long night waiting for updates and check ins.

Saw a new PCP today as they want me to establish relationship for basic care (outside ER, onc, and cardiologist), going over history told her about my arrhythmias starting JUST after vax. She nodded knowingly and asked no questions as to why I’ve declined shingles or other shots.

I watched as my Abuelita suffered and died within one year from this horrific disease many years ago. I wouldn’t wish ALS on my worst enemy. Hopefully it can be managed somewhat and Eric lives many more happy and productive years.

My fighting spirit may be ugly to you, but to me it’s a part of my survival. Don’t judge what you don’t know. Thank you to all who DO believe and support the vaccine injured and bereaved, you help us more than you know!💗.

Apparently I’m awful. I’m gross. I’m vile. I’m stupid. I’m a narcissist. I’m a liar. I’m hated. But in real life, the life that matters, to me and to people who know and like and/or love me, or even strangers I may meet - I’m absolutely none of those things. NONE.

So this past month I ended up in a vicious thread that has some of the worst characters, but some awesome ones as well. I’ve had doctors troll obsessively, lie about, and block me. I’ve had mutton acting as if they know more about me than myself or my doctors. Gossipers galore.

I get it, I’m not on your team anymore. Rather than taking care of me you kicked me out when I got injured. So I found another team who supports me. Seems you’ve shed A LOT of team players and their fans that way, and you’re losing. Thats on you, not us.

What’s interesting to me is all the people who get or see a snippet, a harsh comment, a cutting response to the EXTREMELY ugly things spewed at me, and have a higher standard for me, someone who is battling a vaccine injury and cancer, than for those who maliciously troll me.

But I fight back. I fight those who feel the need to call me a liar for no reason, to demand information from me as if they are the arbiter of vax injuries, to police my speech or my tone, or what I should believe, whether you are paid to do so or not.

I started fighting those who gaslit, diminished, and dehumanized me and all the other injured/bereaved. I became desensitized to words and slurs, to the ugly, to the mean, to the heartless, to the cruel, to the insensitive amongst you. I’m still me, I still feel and still cry.

And then as we were gathering and fighting for our health and our lives, we were censored. Our stories and lives labeled as misinformation and dismissed, by many of the same people who do it to this day - even KNOWING we are injured.

Or a hot tub to make my heart explode. I’m naturally pretty sensitive. I feel things deeply. I like, but had to fight that part of myself a bit. Was shocked, but could still handle the pushback, questions/doubts here. I’d answer honestly, questioned questions, toughened up.

Lots of support, but holy shit, the hatred, from both sides, but mostly calling me a stupid antivax liar, was overwhelming. A few days later a link was posted from a Reddit page dedicated to wishing me death, in *every* way possible. They loved the idea of more vaxes….

Most of us were told it was safe and effective, that we were lying, anxious, or we just didn’t exist, or matter. Most of us weren’t reported to VAERS (“rare”), and started begging for answers elsewhere. Here. I saw I wasn’t alone, so I waded in and did my first tweet.

Hopefully others will come to as well. After being injured by something we were told would protect of us, we were sick and scared and needed help. We reached out for it - in ERs, in doctor’s offices, with our families and friends, on social media. Here. Those were bad times.