ℒucien
@meowfic
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main/darkship @brocomplicated || shed/vent || bcs + cuts censored with a TW || he/xe/they || 17 || check pinned || priv: @temptationstair
bmi 18.3 || 173cm || 54.9kgs
Joined February 2026
i wasn't careful enough of course i wasn't i thought i was hiding it well. now i can't do what i want anymore. how awful. really, really awful.
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my mom found my blades and took them my housekeeper snitched on me that i'm throwing out food today sucks i hate my life now i need to buy more blades
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"New to edtwt!!! 14yo" LEEEAAAAAVVVEEEE LEEEEAAAAVVVEEE SAVE YOURSEEEELLLFFFFFFFF LEAAAVE WHILE YOU STILL CAAAAAANNNNNNNNNN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH YOU DONT GET IT YET PLEEEAASEEEE IT GETS WORSEEEEE AND THEN YOURE GONNA WISH YOU NEVER STARTED PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE
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hello everyone‼️‼️‼️ GEEKEDTURTLE ALWAYS COMES BACK. go support the bestest coolest awesomest mob psycho artist there is. third time is a charm!!!!!
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i learned recently from an addiction scientist i follow on tiktok that playing tetris can stop binge urges. i'm gonna try it out!
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i may write a research paper on this, not for school but out of interest. i can publish it as a PDF and put it in replies if i ever end up posting sh threads as a way to discourage people from being "inspired" by me.
i might make a thread on reasons NOT to go deeper,, as a harm reduction thing . would anyone be interested? it's like, the negative effects i've gotten from hitting beans. ie: they're itchy 24/7, my skin is completely numb, awful healing process, blablabla
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10% shedtwt 90% venttwt 😭😭😭😭😭😭 girl get tf out nobody gaf
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lowk just eating sweets to feel better ive gained a kg but i dont wanna update my bio it's embarrassing
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depression so bad i'm not even starving myself or cutting anymore because im just that tired
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not to sound corny but lucien and (rea name) are two different people entirely
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this is only irl tho which is weird i'm so dissociated that i am basically a different person online once i turn my phone off then im immediately hateful and sad because ew reality
i'm so depressed i lost all emotional empathy. is that normal? i don't care about people or their feelings anymore and my classmates are like objects to me. i feel bad about it but im so numb im not really trying to fix it. i'm usually an empathetic person so this is confusing.
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i'm so depressed i lost all emotional empathy. is that normal? i don't care about people or their feelings anymore and my classmates are like objects to me. i feel bad about it but im so numb im not really trying to fix it. i'm usually an empathetic person so this is confusing.
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my therapist was always one of my biggest body goals i confessed to her i was anorexic today and told her my weight she weighs more than me my body dysmorphia must be fucking insane because i look fucking obese next to her am i really this insane?
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i might make a thread on reasons NOT to go deeper,, as a harm reduction thing . would anyone be interested? it's like, the negative effects i've gotten from hitting beans. ie: they're itchy 24/7, my skin is completely numb, awful healing process, blablabla
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having an eating disorder genuinely makes me the most hateful person alive
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i don't even meet the criteria for anorexia anymore tbh i just keep fucking stuffing my face
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4 ships NO oomfs because tagging people scares me! anyways no egregious darkships on my edtwt, although you could argue spiritstein is one. but i digress.
Im so sorry for leavibg u hanging oomf i was logged out ANYWYAS @meowfic @Ryuksasshair . Help i brain farted when looking for ships did i do good say i did ok now NOWNOW OWNWOWNOWAAAAAAAAA A A. A
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