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@mar_lightheaded
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#shedtwt i fb | 19 | 5’7 | cw 131 | ugw 80 🇵🇸🏳️⚧️
they/he
Joined August 2024
updated intro! (stats/progress/dni in 🧵) ~mar ~they/he, floating somewhere between trans guy + lesbian ~capricorn ☀️ sagittarius 🌙 scorpio ⬆️ ~ ana b/p, sh, autistic, adhd, ptsd ~ chronically ill + covid cautious ~ pro recovery + fat positive i am feral over ethel cain ⛪️
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what if i tried to recover i’m so tired and embarrassed of this bullshit
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"why do anorexic people not believe their illness can kill them" Because no one else does either 😭 they don't gaf until it's too late 🤷
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the urge to binge when you're home alone even tho it gives you the perfect opportunity to starve #edtwt
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The relapse of an eating disorder is much more soul sucking and excruciating than the first rodeo
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3. often asked me to remind him which city he lived in and worked for 4. was shocked to learn that mlk jr. is dead. 5. thought 9/11 was just a meme. 6. told me to stop using big words when i said “assuming” neurotypical american and native english speaker btw
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some recent additions to the “how did i date this boy for nearly 3 years” list: 1. thought fantasy dragons were real because he saw them in a movie once. 2. never learned to spell my birth name. told me it was unreasonable to ask him to learn *my name*. cont’d in comments 🧵
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someone has informed me that apparently i said the same thing last year 💀 some things never change
so i can cut myself and do injections every week, but i’m a little bitch about a finger prick? weird choice, god.
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sti test needed a blood sample and i’d so much rather cut myself than do the little finger prick istg
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“Anorexics don’t have binge cycles, that’s called binge eating disorder” Never seen anybody so confidently wrong
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There’s a lot of new moots who are new to edtwt so pls read this small thread ⚠️‼️
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my momma made me bring an extra coat because “you’re so small, you have no fat on your body to keep you warm” girl i’m bmi 21???? but thank you 🙂↔️
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chat, how tall do we think i would be if i hadn’t starved myself from the age of 9 i’m about 5’6/5’7
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the dentist said my teeth are excellent, 11 years anorexic 8 years bulimic BUT I STAY WINNING 🔥🔥🔥
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how do people not cut themselves with music on like u really just sitting there in silence tearing your thigh open
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what the fuck are some of you talking about 😭😭😭😭 what on earth is “performative self harm”
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"puppy want a treat??" puppy wants a joint
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i was on dob at a rave last week and that shit was magic. if god didn’t want us to do drugs, why did he let us make them?
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