when u wanna interact w oomf but ur scared it'll feel like this

I want to have omad or ana but I always bed, so I try to mia but sometimes it doesn’t work so I go back to my best friends ana and paul. 😞

if I don’t eat anything Monday and Tuesday, binge extremely on Wednesday and Thursday and eat 128 cals on Friday. With and average of 14.000 steps. How much do I realistically gain?

gonna kill myself

I couldn’t finish this at all but I love frozen yogurt

too depressed to have fomo.

not eating for over two days and having a b/p the day after. but I still don’t feel like I actually have an ed. maybe I’m gaslighting myself and I’m just seeking attention

sometimes I only purge so I can proof myself that I’m disordered

are this like fifteen minutes ago. I hope I can purge

It’s not gonna stay an omad. Today I don’t give a fuck about calories. I’m gonna do omad tomorrow and fast again on Friday

Omad after my 67 hour fast. this is embarrassing m

never mind I finally broke my fast

I legit couldn’t bring myself to eat earlier. This never happened before.

this week might end in an massive binge. But I couldn’t bring myself to eat today (even though I wanted to). I just hope tomorrow the food noise will disappear

my friends keep offering me their food and it’s taking all my self control to say no

the food noise is so so bad right now

I’m in Berlin with my class right now. I’m literally going to cry. I just want to go home, in my bed. I hate this feeling so much

not eating is so embarrassing when you’re fat. lmao

since January I gained and lost the same 3kg. I’ve been between 100kg and 97kg. And today I’ve finally been below 97kg!

I asked my school psychologist for an appointment after Easter holiday. I probably won’t tell her about my sh or ed. I just want tips on how to manage school while dealing with mental health issues.