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@lttlbs
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I genuinely hate feeling like this but somehow I don’t fix the very controllable issue at hand
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fasting feels awake and cold and euphoric and binging feels sleepy and warm and disgusting
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u know you fucked up when within a few days of ur bp relapse ur already having to do the fent fold every time u stand up
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my goal is to get alarmingly thin and act oblivious when someone brings it up ♡
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personally i was so confused what hard edtwt was bc all i knew was my friend showing me "hard kpop" edits (which is a whole other mess)
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yk all I have to say is that the ppl posting ab Ari being like “she used to be so healthy, recovery is worth it” remind me of how I was DEEP in my ed but normal weight (&wayfatter than my lw) and ppl were congratulating me for recovering. Almost kms bc of that tbh
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vitamin gummies
question for #edtwt what is the weirdest binge food u have? mine isn’t THAT weird but it’s toast and butter 😭
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edtwt intro // Not new just looking for moots 🥰 Cw fat Hw even fatter Lw still too fat Gw smth less fat
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the longer i have this fucking ed the longer i am afraid that this is fr forever. like atp i doubt even making attempts at recovery would do shit.
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when u relapse and u get that feeling of being trapped and wanting to runaway <<<<<ihatwmyselff
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thinking when i get back to school i will put that fucking watch again i fcking hate myselfffff
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god i miss how easy restricting was when all i had was yogurt, salad, and oats. bring me backkkkkk
when i switch from 500kcal of junk to 500kcal of healthy food and see the weight drop consistently and cravings go away
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okay hot take but the "she was underweight as a teen/kid too!" excuse is used soo commonly but im always a bit confused bc they could have easily been disordered back then too lol. obvi most cases no, but theres some cases where im like hmmm
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thought 600 cals is too much for breakfast so i ate 3k instead
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