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ambidextrous pianist with big eyes big head big lust for knowledge

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tmw I'm gonna post these on my close friends Instagram to see which of my friends like the story just as a social experiment
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i feel like no one likes me anymore
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The only thing motivating about recovery accounts is the sheer quantity of spelling mistakes they make like fine ill eat if it keeps my brain from being like YOURS
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i dont feel like it's a topic worth having takes on tbh its just like whatever choke down ur matcha pretend to believe women deserve rights okay πŸ‘ smoke ur skinny girl cigarette and talk to me misusing big words what do i care as long as u give me a cig πŸ§‘β€πŸ«
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I don't rly like to think about men of any kind and everyone is performative to some degree except me so i don't think it's anything new plus i can sense the truthfulness of anyones self presentation and all the men I've liked have been too autistic to be performative anyways so
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lowkey wanna kms not in a depressed way tho ❀️πŸ”₯
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Am i missing anything
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Five days
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https://t.co/alabsTWZ6B ask me questions i want to answer questions
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Do u say gif like gif or gif
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Can we get a tad bit more positivity on the TL pls? Xx
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Pics of me from when i was blonde
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doing puzzles on my ipad to distract myself from the fact im failing in absolutely every area of life it does work but i have now Finished the puzzles
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hello how are you
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ive been in bed all day i woke up at 2 its now 7 i need to do something productive but im not leaving my room should i just study
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which Xx
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Do yall see a diff in face fat 😍
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I did not think i would EVER post the first two but LOOK how PUFFY my face was (and my stomach was too) and the second two pictures are literally 10 days later with no change in eating habits like itll be uncomfortable as HELL but it wont last forever or even for very long
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but yeah guys idk why i just launched into that story of my most extreme physical recovery but even tho I relapsed i hope it teaches u that u wont like keep gaining weight forever and ur body will adjust and redistribute weight
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What bmi does this look this isnt gonna trigger me bc its not me anymore so dw about saying any number even if u think 25 it wont trigger me but pls reply i rly wanna know
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And this was still eating 2-3k but it was after my body had settled and i didnt gain any more weight for a month or so on those cals before i crashed out and relapsed this was late august 2024 and so i think this would be my natural weight if i recovered
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