Update, I’m crying so much rn, I never expected a reaction that wouldn’t be negative, I’m honestly so happy to have finally done this, and am in such shock
I officially got the job, I am so grateful and happy, I have been job hunting since I graduated a full year ago, and I finally have my foot in the door, you don’t understand how big this is for me
I used to be attracted to only masculinity but now as I grew more mature I’ve come to appreciate and find “gay” and feminine qualities in a guy extremely attractive