I’m thinking of trying something completely different … a complete change of course … is it too late at 49 to make your life what you have always wanted it to be?
Ok. Booked in for angio at 14:00. Then maybe a stent procedure tomorrow then a transfer to Durban hosp for ablation Friday. Please pray for no complications that prevent the ablation. I really need that one to stop the cardiac events I’ve been having & to be able to gym again 😊
My father passed yesterday.
He was a difficult man who struggled to show love.
I am so grateful for the last 6 months and the healing that happened in them between us.
In the end we both loved so much. He died quietly in my arms with so many of my kisses.
He died … MY Daddy.
It is good to remind yourself often that there are people who share this world with you who have never seen the sea or experienced a meal in a restaurant.
#perspective
4 hour procedure done and dusted yesterday and all went well barring “hospital sleep” 🤣
I swear My ticker is feeling stronger than ever. Not so tired and heavy! Thank you Lord!! And thank you all my lovlies for the beautiful thoughts and kind messages!! Love you all long time!!
Today she flies the nest… and it hurts!
She returns for a few days in March before leaving for overseas but it feels like the beginning of the separation for me and I am struggling. Send hugs! ☺️
UPDATE:
I am home and all is well. Need to go see a cardiologist and have a small procedure done at some point .. but seems like the chances of Saturday night recurring any time soon are few and far between! 💃🏼
Thank you all for all the love and care shown! I am truly blown away!
My beautiful friend, I am devastated.
Just the other day we were dancing, laughing and having fun together!
You were a truly good man and I know you will be missed by many!!
#RIP
Taking care of my Dad the last few days has taught me 4 things:
1. Life is fragile
2. We all get old
3. I love my Dad, but …
4. Now I know why I am a little messed up some times
When I am no longer here … I want you to know that I will always be grateful for this beautiful little space I have on this platform … here among you guys.
Most of you won’t know that Ladybird is actually a nickname of mine from primary school because my friends would find ladybirds walking on me a freakish amount of times … well … it’s happening again!!
#LunchTimeVisitors