I had a fucking 8 year streak of losing, disappointment, death around me, depression, feeling like i had no purpose. Yet something always told me To Keep pushing. Something told me to never give up. Yes I have “made it” but that didnt come without sacrifice, losses, pain,

So many kols and key figures in memes have dipped out , fell completely off, and/or shit on the space as a whole. Not many of us left. I just personally dont see a world where memes die. Now will random shit not run like it used to? Sure But I think good projects will survive.

Honestly ive said it before and said it again shadow has helped a brother out more than anyone else in my life. He shouldnt have ever had to either just out the kindness of his heart. I will do better.

Im free bro Yall use to get to me during my come up but not anymore. My parents willl never have to work or worry about money again, and neither will I. Keep hating on a nigga who made it from nothing. They can take my x and influence away rn. Im good forever. I hope that

My goal stays the same. Be a good human being, prosper in health and wealth, retire my bloodline and achieve my goals and dreams. Good point of starting at zero (or negative) is I guess only way is up. Time for things to change.

Going forward main things im going to do -PROPER risk management -Set a routine and be disciplined (ive been a bum for weeks now trying to sleep the pain away) -Be a better person and help others around me, why i got into crypto in the first place - Focus on uni and job apps

So truly i am grateful to him and wish i listened to him much more then i maybe wouldnt be in this position. Other people tweeting like smirkcrypto replying to me and others posting showed me this space can be wholesome but also words that helped me at that rock bottom moment.

What did keep me going is @_Shadow36 . A guy i never met ever and no one would ever understand but he has helped me through dms and what he posts. I know his struggles through spaces, what he went through how many times he zeroed out but never gave up. His mentality and words.

What hurts me, most recently is my grandma just got cataract surgery but its gone badly, so mum had to try take her to hospital but was delayed because she cant download uber on her phone- why? Her phone is too old and cant afford it because of money. I shouldve been able to help

Past few weeks honestly have been the hardest, struggling to live physically and mentally but thats the game we play. What hurts is thinking about the money I lost and had I stacked that instead how I couldve impacted my parents especially my mothers life they deserve it.

I tried get rich quick and no more of that im young is what I forget. It can take few extra years but if i build a solid plan and stick to it and be a good person, by gods will everything will work out. I will try be the best version of myself for myself and to others around me

My 21st is going to be celebrated with me being by myself but maybe its a wake up call and thats how ill take. What did i do this year truly to rectify past mistakes? Nothing. Changes now and hard as it is going to be try change my mindset from now too. Cant keep being depressed

10/10 will forever be etched into my brain too. Death of an uncle and death to my portfolio on the same day. While on the surface I acted somewhat “calm” on the inside literally felt the worst ever and the biggest disappointment loser whatever the fuck ever.

So today is the day i turn 21, but i feel nothing except failure. What started off in January as a great beginning has led to much more despair to now -Uni debt/other small debt -Zero to my name -Friends/fam pushed away -Multiple deaths had to go through Honestly worst year yet

Going forward main things im going to do -PROPER risk management -Set a routine and be disciplined (ive been a bum for weeks now trying to sleep the pain away) -Be a better person and help others around me, why i got into crypto in the first place - Focus on uni and job apps

So truly i am grateful to him and wish i listened to him much more then i maybe wouldnt be in this position. Other people tweeting like smirkcrypto replying to me and others posting showed me this space can be wholesome but also words that helped me at that rock bottom moment.

What did keep me going is @_Shadow36 . A guy i never met ever and no one would ever understand but he has helped me through dms and what he posts. I know his struggles through spaces, what he went through how many times he zeroed out but never gave up. His mentality and words.

Past few weeks honestly have been the hardest, struggling to live physically and mentally but thats the game we play. What hurts is thinking about the money I lost and had I stacked that instead how I couldve impacted my parents especially my mothers life they deserve it.

I tried get rich quick and no more of that im young is what I forget. It can take few extra years but if i build a solid plan and stick to it and be a good person, by gods will everything will work out. I will try be the best version of myself for myself and to others around me

My 21st is going to be celebrated with me being by myself but maybe its a wake up call and thats how ill take. What did i do this year truly to rectify past mistakes? Nothing. Changes now and hard as it is going to be try change my mindset from now too. Cant keep being depressed