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18+ • blaxican • recovering alcoholic • anxious bipolar • hw: 227.6lb • cw: 172.3lb • -55.3lb since Jul.9.2025
edtwtlandia | she/her | 26
Joined March 2023
control yourself. control yourself. control yourself. control yourself. control yourself. control yourself.
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awwh…sweet sweet bf is making a tri tip for me because i’ve been ravenous for meat and will be starting my period soon, me love hims ♡
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i had a dream last night that i vaped and woke up feeling extremely guilty but then realized it was a dream and a wave of relief came over me. sometimes i hate how vividly i dream because it feels SO real but other times i love it, truly a love hate relationship with my dreams.
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christmas shopping for ten nieces and nephews is not the bizz my poor pockets yall omggg
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just realized that i hit one week sober from alc and two weeks sober from vaping on the same day, monday! crazy to think, i’ve been non stop vaping since i was 16 years old and on and off drinking since i was 13 years old. i really, really want this to stick this time ♡
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but now that i’m sober again we have been staying with each other! i can’t wait to see his nieces and nephew, i’ve missed them sm.
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tonight my love is letting come to his house this week for the first time in a few weeks! he doesn’t like when i drink so he hasn’t been staying with me or letting me stay with him. understandably so as he doesn’t drink himself and i can become quite the cunt.
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looking foward to participating in a toy drive for children in our community this evening with my love ♡
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yay, just took lax! it’s been like a week and half since i’ve had it and ngl i’ve missed it sm ♡
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good morning to my lovely mooties + kind ppl of edtwt 𖤓 i hope all have/had a great day today! i hope you know that you’re deserving of everything wonderful in the world that you desire. you’re so very loved + appreciated, if not by those in your life then you are by me. ily ♡
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yummy, eating my pickle while the bf makes himself some fried eggs and a tamale :3
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lowkey just wanna eat this and call it a day lol buuuut my mom did bring over some homemade tamales this morning so maybe i’ll one of those later as well?
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i was able to eat one and a half musubi’s yesterday! idk what or if i want to eat today though?
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don’t binge today. you’re big enough.
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oh yeah lol just because i’m recovering mentally does not mean i’m going to recover from my current eating (or lack thereof) habits. a bitch still has a loooong way to go, we will cross that bridge when the time comes hehe.
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yay, got to see my psych today and started my new outpatient program! i am feeling so very hopeful for my future! this last suicide attempt was truly a blessing a disguise and i’m grateful to have a second lease at life ♡
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so i got started on naltrexone for AUD (alcohol use disorder) and apparently one of its side effects is lack of appetite. i’ll go to eat and can only have a few bites before feeling full. have barely eaten since starting it and have lost 2lb!!! 2 for 2, let’s fucking go!
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