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@lavenderkcals
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2 years
face reveal lol i felt pretty yesterday (the pics are horrible i’m sorry)
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@lavenderkcals
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sometimes i forget other people are normal
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
[bodycheck] 22kg later still ripped💪🏻🔥
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
“just don’t buy trigger foods and you’ll be okay” mf i’m binging on bananas
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@lavenderkcals
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3 months
wasting your teenage years on an eating disorder just to end up being painfully average and still unloved
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@lavenderkcals
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14 days
gymbro dad 🤝🏻 anorexic daughter
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@lavenderkcals
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2 years
this ed is destroying my life and i’m not even losing weight
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@lavenderkcals
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4 months
huh
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@lavenderkcals
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2 years
thread of old bodychecks because i miss my lw like crazy
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
“oh no 700 calories is too much! i shall binge instead”
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@lavenderkcals
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8 months
how it feels to say you’re going to fast and then you eat
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@lavenderkcals
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20 days
[bodycheck] i wanted to show off my collar and chest bones but this is basically a nipple check😭😭😭 no creeps pls🙏🏻
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@lavenderkcals
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10 months
i think it’s time i come out and say it. i’ve gained 30kg this past year, going from a 10.8 bmi to a 20.6 bmi. my body disgusts me, i can’t look at my reflection in the mirror without crying and wanting to hurt myself. i’m terribly sorry, i feel like i’ve let everyone down
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@lavenderkcals
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6 months
old bodycheck my chest bones😭😭❤️
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@lavenderkcals
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3 months
“you know what? i will eat what i want without being disordered, i deserve it!” *binges*
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@lavenderkcals
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5 months
my best friend asked if she could come over, i told her “i don’t really want to see people rn” and she replied “i’m not people, i’m coming in half an hour”. i love her but i don’t understand why she can’t fucking respect my boundaries
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@lavenderkcals
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3 months
free food ig
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@lavenderkcals
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2 years
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@lavenderkcals
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4 months
self control
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@lavenderkcals
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3 months
i’m literally going to die lol
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@lavenderkcals
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3 months
just ate a protein bar that expired in september❤️
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
eating is a fucking scam it only makes me feel hungrier like okkkk i’ll just starve ig
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@lavenderkcals
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6 months
“chubby” “curvy” lolll i’m gonna go back to bmi 10
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@lavenderkcals
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6 months
why do people always want to meet up for lunch or dinner!!! can’t we just smoke and talk shit about people? I DON’T WANT TO EAT
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@lavenderkcals
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10 months
starve to have the body you desperately want. starve to have control. starve to show everyone that you can do it. starve to finally be at peace with yourself.
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@lavenderkcals
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1 year
can you believe a PSYCHOLOGIST told me i’m not anorexic because i no longer weigh 30kg
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
y’all this is actually crazy a guy came up to me and told me “you’re so skinny you deserve to smoke i got this for you” omg
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@lavenderkcals
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3 months
i’m crying what is this
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@lavenderkcals
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3 months
[old bodycheck] my arms were probably the only thing that looked my bmi
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@lavenderkcals
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16 days
“people will still take your eating disorder seriously even if you’re not deathly skinny!!” sorry but no. my family sees me fast, purge, only eat fruit and vegetables and tells me i can do whatever i want as long as i don’t reach a weight that will get me hospitalised
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
girl you ate!! and purged
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@lavenderkcals
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1 month
someone probably already made something like this but this is my version of it
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@lavenderkcals
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2 years
when people know about your ed they could see you eat like 500 calories in a day and still be like “you’re doing so good, i’m so proud of you for fighting🥺❤️”
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
“if you’re fat then what am i” fatter
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@lavenderkcals
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16 days
my dad gave me a protein bar that is 144 calories for 24g of protein CRAZY
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@lavenderkcals
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4 months
me personally i think this should be illegal
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@lavenderkcals
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1 month
i was born with the curse of being objectively prettier when severely underweight
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
if meanspo works for you you’re the weakest link sorry
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@lavenderkcals
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2 years
that severely underweight almost dying anorexic to BED pipeline😍😍😍
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
all people on edtwt do is eat and complain about it
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
tw // bodycheck my mom got me this pj set from the children’s section just because she thought it was cute even though she knows i won’t wear it since i’m not comfortable with showing my legs or arms lol
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
y’all. this man. this fucking man. he told me he wanted to take me somewhere nice for lunch or dinner as a thank you bc i’m helping him study. so i told him i struggle with food. AND HE SAID WE CAN PICK SOMETHING I LIKE FROM THE GROCERY STORE AND HAVE A PICNIC AND THEN A WALK
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@lavenderkcals
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this is still my favourite picture of myself ever
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
two kinds of people
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
@skinnyprinsess i’d burn 1000 just from the anxiety
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
my lbmi was lower than my bmi at birth
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
what is your lowest BMI — 10.8
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@lavenderkcals
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17 days
begging y’all to start dipping your protein bars in coffee bc it’s just too good
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
how i eat protein bars
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
guys what do i call it🤰🏻👶🏻❤️
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
shut the fuck up
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
repeat after me: “healthy doesn’t mean low cal. low cal doesn’t mean healthy”
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
why am i the only anorexic who doesn’t eat slowly😭 i feel so invalid pls
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@lavenderkcals
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6 months
the fact that my mom bought nutella for my brother and fucking HID IT makes me so mad like do you think i’m so obese that i’ll eat the whole jar???
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
if you shame people and tell them they’re disgusting for not having good hygiene due to their mental illness block me thank you
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@lavenderkcals
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5 months
damn
@lavenderkcals
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tw // bodycheck my mom got me this pj set from the children’s section just because she thought it was cute even though she knows i won’t wear it since i’m not comfortable with showing my legs or arms lol
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(old bodychecks) my arms used to look so good💔
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@lavenderkcals
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5 months
(old bodycheck) little angel 👼🏻
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@lavenderkcals
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4 years
whoever said “nothing tastes as good as skinny feels” has never eaten pasta.
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
i can’t stop reading waiftwt as waifutwt
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@lavenderkcals
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this is why i never purge with makeup on
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@lavenderkcals
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1 year
i always have the strongest motivation to starve at night and then the following morning it’s all gone
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@lavenderkcals
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4 years
SHE BROUGHT ME ALL THE SNACKS THAT WE USED TO EAT TOGETHER AND SHE COVERED UP THE CALORIES AND WROTE COMPLIMENTS AND OTHER CUTE THINGS ON THEM I’M CRYING SO FUCKING HARD😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️
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@lavenderkcals
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2 years
i’m so done with ed trends on tiktok
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
shirataki noodles with chocolate protein powder🔥
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@lavenderkcals
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5 months
i’m gonna get to my ugw and wear these just for funsies the way i used to wear hamburger earrings at bmi 11
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hair clips ୨୧ ‧ 🥐 ₊ ˚ 🥞 ⋅ ☆
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@lavenderkcals
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8 months
never believe people who say losing weight won’t make you happier bc now that i’m fat i can say i’ve never been more miserable
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@lavenderkcals
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3 months
am i the only one who thinks it’s weird to post pictures of children on the internet to passively make fun of them
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@lavenderkcals
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4 years
why do people do this... why
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
i can’t believe we still have to say this DON’T SAVE PEOPLE’S BODYCHECKS AND DON’T FUCKING PUT THEM IN BONESPO/DEATHSPO THREADS WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
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@lavenderkcals
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she said i might have some disordered thoughts but i’m definitely doing better ed wise this is what happens when you gain weight no one takes you seriously
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shitting myself at the psychiatrist office
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
so tired of these people honestly. as a disordered person you should know better
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
how do people watch porn seriously i cant do it its repulsive
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7 months
@blindllxll she’s very mad and also said this so
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
can i lose weight in my face or stomach or upper thighs instead of my fucking spine PLEASE this shit hurts
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@lavenderkcals
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7 months
eating three 200 cal meals throughout the day? no. inhaling 1500 calories at night? YES.
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@lavenderkcals
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11 days
i ate 17 protein bars in less than three days😊
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@lavenderkcals
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3 months
tw (???) bodycheck if thigh gap why legs obese :/
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
you’re not putting on weight. you’re restoring the weight you never should have lost in the first place.
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@lavenderkcals
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@ratthands i have an album💀 i was the best ana fr
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@lavenderkcals
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went to the kitchen to make a digestive slim tea. ate 300 calories worth of chocolate instead
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@lavenderkcals
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9 months
what is wrong with y’all seriously
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@lavenderkcals
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2 years
they see you eat and think you’re cured
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3 years
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@lavenderkcals
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8 months
unpopular opinion that should be common sense. NO ONE here on eating disorder twitter has the right to bully/judge fat people and what they eat, preaching about how it’s “unhealthy”. you’re literally k!lling yourself and if you think you’re healthier than them you’re delusional.
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@lavenderkcals
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@wraithpixie what a weird thing to say especially with your girlfriend😭
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
my bmi may be under 12 but my pussy is still FAT 😎😎😎
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@lavenderkcals
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4 years
i’m a lazy anorexic i don’t care about macros and it shows
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@lavenderkcals
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2 years
bestie
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@lavenderkcals
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1 month
burning less calories the lower your weight gets obviously makes sense but it’s so STUPID
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@lavenderkcals
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2 months
[ bodycheck ] save me sharp hip bones save me…
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
still alive
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@lavenderkcals
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@lvlykgs girl come on
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@lavenderkcals
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3 years
one day people will realize comparing me to prisoners in auschwitz is fucking disgusting.
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