I want to go grocery shopping with him and argue over cereal, hold an umbrella over him even if I get soaked, stash his favorite snacks so he finds them and smiles, turn off his alarm so he can sleep a bit longer, and dance with him in the kitchen at night under the fridge light.
i want to tuck xavier in like a baby, tell him sweet dreams, yell at him to eat breakfast before work, hold his face when he’s stressed, kiss his forehead when he’s tired, match pajamas with him in winter, drag him away from his desk and give him a forehead kiss again just bc.